Embarrassment

[Synchrostar]

Hey

so last night I had a breakdown where I cried (bawled) and I felt I was at the end. I can't win and all that ... i felt like dirt. My roommate helped me through and stuff but now I'm so embarrassed that this happened... and now I feel like she's analyzing what I do and stuff. And I don't want to be babied. But... ya I really am in a breakdown point in my life... I feel I can't get back up.

For those who don't know me... I'm going jan ****nd to see and ED specialist

[leana]

:hugon Synchrostar:hugoff

:gimmehug

hon, it's ok to need a shoulder to lean on.. we all need on once an a while, and it sounds like you need one now :gimmehug Your roomy is probably conserned about how your doing..and that's ok.. you opened up and shared your feelings which is great.. and I bet my bottom dollar, if it were the other way around you'd show consern for your roommate.

:yay it's great that your seeing the specialist.. and seeking out ways to help *you*.

:gimmehug :gimmehug

:love Tess

[KristaKy]

:gimmehug You're going to be just fine! It is great that your roomate was there, otherwise you might still be down and out. You can't always be as strong and unmovable as you wish to be. AND it is okay not to be! Dont worry about what happened last night...move on and im sure you relationship will get stronger from the situation!

[KelliRae]

Synchrostar:love
Don't worry about having a break down and someone witnessing it. We are human and we have intense emotions and sometimes they get out of control. It happens. To EVERYONE. You ahve nothing to be ashamed about. Even adults need to bawl and cry in order to feel better. It happens to me all of the time.
Good luck with the ED specialist. Let us know how it goes.
I AM:sun
Kelli