katiel
06-04-2003, 10:48 AM
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Hi everyone,
Sorry this is short but i am meant to be going out later and i have to get ready.
Quick update,
Went to a group meeting session on sunday, it went well, i was the youngest there tho! :scared I found it useful im not sure if i will go back again as it seemed to spark off a few feelings that i would rather deal with in a one to one therapy than in a group. Iits good to know that its always there if i want to go back. They only meet once a month and sometimes even then people dont go so its not totally reliable that it will be on, anyway next...
I went to my ED unit yesterday, i have low potassium again, lost weight and they want to admit me ASAP!!!!! :scared I basically have to sit by the phone and wait for the call, it may take days, week or months, which is hard as i will have no warning as to when it will be. Its like, when someone gets discharged i go in! Im so nervous, anxious and scared about it but also relieved at the same time. I know this is the only way i will get better, now i just have to face the ED voices inmy head telling me im not ready to do it, that they will make me eat so much i'll come out the size of a house etc. :reallymad DAMN ED VOICES :reallymad
Phew...well im going to have to shoot off now, sorry its so quick but like i said im off out tonight!!!
Im sending all my love to you all, katie xxx
P.S One more thing :yay IM starting to get over evil ex boyf :yay I feel glad im no longer with him, im happy being with just me right now! I dont need a man to make me feel special!
Hi everyone,
Sorry this is short but i am meant to be going out later and i have to get ready.
Quick update,
Went to a group meeting session on sunday, it went well, i was the youngest there tho! :scared I found it useful im not sure if i will go back again as it seemed to spark off a few feelings that i would rather deal with in a one to one therapy than in a group. Iits good to know that its always there if i want to go back. They only meet once a month and sometimes even then people dont go so its not totally reliable that it will be on, anyway next...
I went to my ED unit yesterday, i have low potassium again, lost weight and they want to admit me ASAP!!!!! :scared I basically have to sit by the phone and wait for the call, it may take days, week or months, which is hard as i will have no warning as to when it will be. Its like, when someone gets discharged i go in! Im so nervous, anxious and scared about it but also relieved at the same time. I know this is the only way i will get better, now i just have to face the ED voices inmy head telling me im not ready to do it, that they will make me eat so much i'll come out the size of a house etc. :reallymad DAMN ED VOICES :reallymad
Phew...well im going to have to shoot off now, sorry its so quick but like i said im off out tonight!!!
Im sending all my love to you all, katie xxx
P.S One more thing :yay IM starting to get over evil ex boyf :yay I feel glad im no longer with him, im happy being with just me right now! I dont need a man to make me feel special!