Bilbo
02-07-2003, 07:43 AM
I am sorry to post this here but somebody has to know how I am feeling inside today ot I'll explode.
I am one big ball of electricity, like I'm not suffering from anxiety...I am anxiety...I want to scream, to close my eyes and make the world disappear....
ITS NOT FAIR!...I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS...WHY ME???WHY DOES EVERYBODY PICK ON ME???I COULDN'T HURT A FLY I REALLY COULDN'T...I WOULDN'T WANT TO...WHY WONT EVERYTHING JUST LEAVE ME ALONE???
I just wish I knew what was wrong with me...I'm a failiure...
Oh God, please let me cry.
I am one big ball of electricity, like I'm not suffering from anxiety...I am anxiety...I want to scream, to close my eyes and make the world disappear....
ITS NOT FAIR!...I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS...WHY ME???WHY DOES EVERYBODY PICK ON ME???I COULDN'T HURT A FLY I REALLY COULDN'T...I WOULDN'T WANT TO...WHY WONT EVERYTHING JUST LEAVE ME ALONE???
I just wish I knew what was wrong with me...I'm a failiure...
Oh God, please let me cry.