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Seabiscuit
02-01-2003, 08:28 PM
Just a few days ago
I couldn't just 'go with the flow'
My room was being painted
Without my sleep - why hadn't I fainted?
With a new roomie, everything was a huge mess
So with everything I definitely had stress!
I felt no one listened, no one cared
And deep down inside, I was scared
I just wanted to learn how to get along
Its not ME always doing stuff wrong!
But see I have a problem called anger
Which puts me and others in danger
I threw a plastic bottle across a room
Feeling life my like was filled with doom
COME ON! We can work this out, right?
Then with an impulse, I was outta sight
I was giving up and wanted things to be ok
But an answer to peace was no way!
So I took my life by myself
Putting everyone else's cares on a bookshelf
Drove to the drugstore and bought tylenol
I couldn't stand it all!
So down they went, chug, glug
What would happen with the potent drug?
After throwing it all up I began to see
Struggles happen to all of us, you, me
And I realize now that I almost died
As I was sitting in ICU, I worried, sobbed, cried
There are ways to solve these issues
Even if they are just using up all your tissues!
we only live once so i want to live it all
cause when stuff is tough, i'll get up after the fall

randomgirl
02-02-2003, 10:26 PM
:hugon :love Amy :love :hugoff
:hugon :stars Amy :stars :hugoff
:hugon :flower Amy :flower :hugoff
:hugon :sun Amy :sun :hugoff

I wish I had some advice for you, but wanted to remind you I'm here :shy Keep posting if it helps and take care of YOU! :wand

Lots of :love and :clover,

:boink Viki :boink

Seabiscuit
02-03-2003, 12:33 AM
:stars:robot:love:touched You rock Vicki! I don't know what I would do without friends like you. I had to get out my mistake some how and I figured a poem is as good as any. You mean so much to me. Thanks for your support. I luv ya. take care girlfriend.
:dolphin Amy :peace

Sweet Sangria
02-09-2003, 07:57 AM
Daaby,
What a positive way to reflect on your "mistake". The poem is very powerful and I hope you read it often. I especially like the part about using all your tissues. :grin I saved a lot of money on tissues while I was active in my ED. Take care of yourself!

Love,
:love Sweet Sangria