words... feelings...

[J!]

ok, so i wrote this stuff in the early hours of this morning coz i couldnt sleep. its kinda crap and it is just words on a page but thought i might as well stick them up here...

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A means to an end
A way to pass the time
Something else to concentrate on
So you don't have to think
So you don't have to realise
Just how much you hate yourself

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You look up,
Searching the heavens.
But then there comes a point
When you look up,
And you barely see the sky at all.
You life becomes tinier
And the more you look up,
Searching,
The tinier it becomes.
And eventaully,
All you can do
Is look down.

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Hope checking this out wasnt a total waste of time :ugh

Loadsa Luv
Jo
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[Malenkaya]

:hugon J :hugoff
The first one was just so straight to the point-told u are eloquent! :winky
They were both just so well written but I have to say i dont agree with the second one...no offense...hope ur not hurt :sad
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[J!]

:hugon Malenkaya :hugoff

dont be sorry, u r entitled to your own oppinion.
to be honest they arent really about anything in particular... well i didnt consciously set about writing them... just got bored of my revision and jotted stuff down. i was feelin pretty down and angry wehn i wrote them tho.
let u into a secret tho... when i was typing it up on here i got to the last line of the second one and thought it was a bit... well u'know... i considered writing "All you can do / Is look within" but then decided not to change it. it was how i felt at that exact moment that i wrote it.

anyway, rambled enough.

Loadsa Luv
Jo
XxX

[Seabiscuit]

Hey Jo! If thats ramblin - keep on girl! Thanks so much for sharing your thoughts :-)