fighting for a b/p-free (two days)...

[purple_tao]

:bowl........

A HUGE :yay to all who are joining me in fighting this darned ED: :kick :edbgone
:bandwagon
I'm having a REALLY BAD DAY (nothing related to food issues), but I want to take it out by b/p, but I'm resisting with all my heart and soul. I've paced in my kitchen, debating weather or not to fuel my emotions with food.........so far, tho, the "healthy, normal :sarcasm" side of me is winning. Hence, I'm here typing instead... chomping down on three pieces of bubblegum. I look like a freakin baseball player with this giant wad of gum being gnawed on without mercy :muhaha.

To all the :fishy who are joining my battle :singing, thanks for the replies........

:grin AngelFishy:grin
(me too, I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.....)
:grin LittlePrincess :grin
:grin Blondie :grin
:grin Cris :grin
:grin my sweet squishy peanut :grin
(c'mon gang, ya gotta love that name)
:grin Clair :grin
(fifteen days? It's gotta be seventeen b/p-free days now!! I love Yoda, too!)
:grin Kate :bug :grin
(good luck in Puerto Rico. Kick that damn depression!!!)
:grin Jo :grin
:grin Beth :grin
(I see you've been posting on other boards, you busy little masseuse!)
:grin sweet Carrie :grin
(you, too.....been busy on other boards....
HEY........NICE COLORS!!! GOOD JOB!!!)

So.......here I sit, working on day two of being b/p-free :ugh......... What a mental battle it is, eh? I'll be in the chatroom tonight, after nine, if anyone feels like VENTING!!!! .

Take care ALL.
....toodles..........

:peace

[LolaApple]

:hugon Kieran :hugoff

Hang in there Kieran, keep fighting (and chomping on that gum! :grin ) and resisting. Don't turn to the food!! It's crappy and then you'll feel crappier afterwards... wish I had better advice to give, but just wanted to say that I support you and I hope you make it through today. :hugon :hugoff

:love

LolaApple

:bandwagon

[purple_tao]

LolaApple.......

Forty-five minutes later and I'm still mowin' down on this Goodyear tire that was once a pack of gum. :muhaha How come the flavor DOES NOT last as long as they say it does on those bleepin' tv commercials??
I think my jaw is doubling over with cramps........seizures......

BUT STILL KICKING!!!!!!!!!! :muhaha
:muhaha
:kick

:peace

[nas]

Keep chawin that gum girl!!

I know how hard it is to resist the b/p when you are having a bad day!!

Keep fighting and know that we are all here with you!!

:love :love :love

[purple_tao]

I'm back.......had to get another pack of gum from my purse. My jaw isn't aching anymore..... IT'S JUST PLAIN OL' NUMB :sleepy

:muhaha

Hey, NAS........another cheesehead :supergrin!!

:peace

[*star]

:hugonkieran:hugoff
aww i hope your day gets better :sun, hang in there!! im proud of you for not b/p-ing though! :yay feel better, tomorrow is another day :grin

[dontknownuffink]

Hope tommorow is a better day for you. They should invent everlasting flavour for gum,
hugs
jo :penguin

[Pella]

:hugonHello Numbjaws! :grin
You know what Kieran?.....you don't have to start all over on your b/p free day count! I know I probably didn't make it clear on my reply to one of your other posts, but if you had like twentyone days or so b/p free...and then screwed up for a few days??!!! Just eliminate the week or few days that you went on the rampage and start counting from day twentyone again. In other words....pick up from where you left off? I'm probably not making any sense here.....but you worked darn hard to get where you were! You are a :stars and your motivation level is coming back to your fighting form!
When I made my onehundred days awhile ago.....I admit I slipped at a few points in the beginning months. But I did'nt start the count all over again. NO WAY JOSE!!! You're kicking buttski or should I say jawing bubblegum???? :yay:bounce:bounce Keep it up!
Love you! Your fishy:fishy friend beth :sun

[purple_tao]

:love :love :love :love Beth :love :love :love :love

By your reasoning, I would then be on day thirty(ish), instead of crappy ol' TWO. Oooh, I like "your" numbers better than mine :supergrin!!

I had to ditch the gum.......for two reasons. One, I ran out :muhaha THANK GOD!! Two: my entire lower face went numb :muhaha :muhaha. Will truck it to the store tomorrow to buy more. Oh yippee.....my dentist is REALLY going to love this :winky !!

Thanks for the :kick, my :fishy gang!!

:peace

[AngelFishy]

:hugon Hi Kieran :hugoff

You f***ing crack me up!! :muhaha :muhaha The image of you sitting there getting lockjaw on a pack of gum so as not to stuff your face make me about pee my computer chair.
Your post from the other day about chewing on a fake fingernail was classic. I love your honesty!

You are definitely the class clown of the :bowl for sure. Hey, keep on working at getting back on track. This uphill then downhill battle is never ending, but I gotta believe we'll eventually kick it's butt one day.

Keep chewing and posting!

[cemmhs]

:hugon KIERAN :hugoff

:muhaha :bounce You cracked me up!!! :muhaha :bounce

:bear I like extra polar ice...the flavor lasts extra long!!!

:bear Keep hangin in there...I am so :supergrin to hear that that purple loonie is back!!!

:bear The first few days are the hardest to get on track after going for a while...you just think...what's the point...I'll just start over again tomorrow!!

:bear You are doing it RIGHT!! to avoid those damned voices and devote your time elsewhere...your time is too valuable for that ED!!! Get through those rough days and then the waters get smoother for :fishy ies to swim through....aim to :boom your old record!!!

:bear Day Seventeen, You're right!!! I can't believe it myself...my old record was TEN!! Boo-ya!! :winky

YOU :kick BUTT!!!

:kiss
clair
:bear