Perfectly Fine

[rubygrrl]

This is just something I wrote during the week, on how I was feeling at the time. Also, don' t worry - I AM SAFE!!!

Perfectly Fine

I smile and I laugh
So hence, I am fine
But fine, what is that

If fine is being in the pits of despair
I am fine
If fine is being trapped in a black hole
I am fine
If fine is dragging a razor across my skin
Then I am fine

If anyone knew my darkest thoughts
If they knew how my dreams are full of anguish
They could not possibly understand

If fine is having a void
Not knowing what it is
Then I am fine
If fine is wanting to end it all
Then yes, I am fine!

[believeyoucan]

i really enjoyed reading your words even though they were :sad ...they are true for so many :fishy s here.
keep writing!

[seekinghelp]

That is really good.
But fine isn't any of those things.
So you aren't fine, right?