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01-04-2003, 07:45 AM
:bowl
This is my poem, and for the first time, I could write about my sadness. I know that the more I let this go, the more health I will be, and the more in touch with myself I will be. I want to know your opinion about this. what you guys think? And if you don't like, please feel free to write about it too!!
:peepAnother year came, and all my energy is gone.
I am so tired of all that.
I am so tired of forgeting myself and hurting me even more.
I am tired of not feeling, or being afraid. what are you afraid of? To need people in your life? to ask for help? Or to surrender youself? If you don’t do that, you will not survive another year.
I am sick of this world. Why do I have to hurry all the time? Why do I have to be perfect, and not be myself? Am I a robot? Not yet, but if you continue like that soon or later you will be.
You look tired, you look exahausted and people don’t undersatand why that, just you know what you went throught. Lots of memories are coming to your head right now, and you can’t deal with all this memory. Lots of abuse, lots of hurts, lots of coldeness around you. Lots of perfectionism. Guess what you just found out, that you are not perfect, and never will be.. You can’t continue pleasing others because you will never please, the only one you can please is yourself. So why not get up there and start following your dreams, and say to everyone: Go to hell. This is who I am.
You need time to heal, you need to feel alive and treat yourself with respect. You need to believe in you and accept who you are, because as soon as you accept who you are, there is nothing to fear.
This year has to be different. You need to start letting people help you, and love you. You need to accept that lots of people cares for you, and you need to open your heart to let them take care of you. You are not God, you need people to take care of you.
Where are your feelings? You are afraid to feel sad, you are afraid to get in touch with your deepest secret, but if you don’t do that, you will never be free. You need to cry, you need to get up there and rescue yourself.
Don’t be ashamed of being who you are, of having needs and feelings, don’t be ashamed to follow what you believe is right.
I can’t hurry anymore. I can’t follow this world, that’s why I live in my own world. Where I can be myself, where I can study what I want, where I find the peace I need. I need to invite people to my world, and I need to start living right now, because what if tomorrow never comes?
This is my poem, and for the first time, I could write about my sadness. I know that the more I let this go, the more health I will be, and the more in touch with myself I will be. I want to know your opinion about this. what you guys think? And if you don't like, please feel free to write about it too!!
:peepAnother year came, and all my energy is gone.
I am so tired of all that.
I am so tired of forgeting myself and hurting me even more.
I am tired of not feeling, or being afraid. what are you afraid of? To need people in your life? to ask for help? Or to surrender youself? If you don’t do that, you will not survive another year.
I am sick of this world. Why do I have to hurry all the time? Why do I have to be perfect, and not be myself? Am I a robot? Not yet, but if you continue like that soon or later you will be.
You look tired, you look exahausted and people don’t undersatand why that, just you know what you went throught. Lots of memories are coming to your head right now, and you can’t deal with all this memory. Lots of abuse, lots of hurts, lots of coldeness around you. Lots of perfectionism. Guess what you just found out, that you are not perfect, and never will be.. You can’t continue pleasing others because you will never please, the only one you can please is yourself. So why not get up there and start following your dreams, and say to everyone: Go to hell. This is who I am.
You need time to heal, you need to feel alive and treat yourself with respect. You need to believe in you and accept who you are, because as soon as you accept who you are, there is nothing to fear.
This year has to be different. You need to start letting people help you, and love you. You need to accept that lots of people cares for you, and you need to open your heart to let them take care of you. You are not God, you need people to take care of you.
Where are your feelings? You are afraid to feel sad, you are afraid to get in touch with your deepest secret, but if you don’t do that, you will never be free. You need to cry, you need to get up there and rescue yourself.
Don’t be ashamed of being who you are, of having needs and feelings, don’t be ashamed to follow what you believe is right.
I can’t hurry anymore. I can’t follow this world, that’s why I live in my own world. Where I can be myself, where I can study what I want, where I find the peace I need. I need to invite people to my world, and I need to start living right now, because what if tomorrow never comes?