Hi, i'm sorta new here.

[dazie]

Ok, i'm completely amazed i got here. Took a while but i hit the right keys and got here. doubt i'll ever find my way back. Anyway, i'm new here. A friend of KateyKat. I used to chat on this website but never did the bulliten board. Anyway, i just am hating myself and my body more and more every day and punish myself by cutting myself or crying about it and today i don't even feel like i can leave the house because other people will think i am disgusting. I feel so empty inside....hahahaha. I thought that's what i wanted...to be empty inside, but i want to feel emotionally "full". Does that make sense. Ok, just wanted this to be a hello, nice to meet all of you kinda thing.

[Chriszgirl]

:stars Dazie :stars Nice to meet ya and hope to chat with ya soon.....lots of :love and :clover to you......:bowtie
Welcome bk to the :bowl......you will like all the :love and support you get and are able to give! :idea

[silly]

dazie

i hope you are feeling better today. oh yeah and welcome to this board. i'm glad you are here and if you need anything just post. i'm not a great advice person but i'm sure good at reading and listening. just being there for someone else. sending out good vibes or prayer....which ever one you want. anyway take care okay and i hope you keep on posting

:canada
silly

[Pella]

:hugonDazie:hugoff
Well....you did find your way here, and that's a good thing! :grin
Because whether you realize it or not, each step towards loving yourself is an expression of what your inner heart desires.
I have struggled with the disgusting, empty feelings too. As they say "the journey of a thousand miles starts with the first step." And you've made a first step by coming here! :grin
A lot of times your problems can separate you from the voice of love in your heart. It's always been there....but other junk just gets in the way sometimes? I think we all subconsciously want to love ourselves. When you start to practice "self-esteem", you can connect with that desire. That inner voice that's always there.......urging us to recover and to love ourselves. Hope to hear more from you soon! :happy
Love beth :sun:love

[dazie]

Thanks to everyone for welcoming me. I wasn't sure if i should come here or not, but i think i need to start addressing this obsession. Have a good day everyone. Hugs!!