i'm back again

[buttercup_fairie]

:hugon :bowl :hugoffi posted here about a week ago and i can't seem to find the post right now so i'll start a new one (hope that's ok)

i still don't know what to do about classes :ugh it seems to be coming so fast! my classes start again on august twenty-sixth i think or somewhere around there. whenever i think about them, i don't know whether or not i'll be able to do four classes again. i sometimes wonder if it has something (or everything) to do with the fact that the ED's worse again

i've been struggling alot, there's a few :fishys who know what a tough time i had last fall and spring with classes and handling the ED and i'm afraid that it'll happen again. sometimes i wonder if it WILL happen just cause i'm so worried that it will. (does that make sense?)

i'll stop writting now, maybe someone understands what i'm trying to say, i hope so. take care :fishys :love

[Quarry]

:hugon Christy :hugoff

Hey there sweetie!!

I'm sorry you have been struggling lately.
I understand how it feels to wonder if you can manage a full school load.
I went to college for four years straight taking a full load every semester. I even went during the summer (I kept changing my major). Once my ed got worse I had to drop out and go inpatient. When I got out I worried about going back to school. I considered only taking two classes but decided I was wimpy if I didn't take at least four. Needless to say three weeks into the semester I wound up in the hospital for two weeks. The next semester I made a smarter decision. I only took two classes. I managed much better and even ended up with an A in both classes. I took two classes this summer and will probably take another two in the fall. If I feel daring I may take three :yay
I feel a little guilty because there was I time I could take a full load without a problem. I now know that I'm just not in the same healthy state. It's alright to take just a couple of classes to get back in the swing of things. Please don't push yourself too hard.

Good luck :clover on your decision making. Let us know what you decide!!
Love ya lots. I've missed you! :love :love