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[Broadways_Ballerina]

Hello!

Well, I just thought I would introduce myself. I am new here and not quite sure of myself and what to do...but I would really like to tlak to people, get help from them but also try and help other people with their problems.
I can use all the friends i can get right now, I am feeling pretty low. :sad


Well, hope someonw replies to this!


:love

Jazzy!

[dreadbunny]

:hugon Jazzy :hugoff

Welcome to the :bowl -you'll meet lots of nice people and make plenty of friends here. In fact, you've already made one with me! :supergrin

What's happening to have you feeling so down?

:love & strength,
:bunny

[Seabiscuit]

Hi Jazzy!
:hugon:love:stars Jazzy :flower:kiss:hugoff

Dearest Jazzy - HI! Welcome to the :bowl! I really hope that you find it helpful too! I have been a :fishy for about a year almost and it really is so :cool because it is a place where I feel safe discussing my feelings and getting support and people (fishies) really seem to care... it may be a lil difficult in the beginning because some fishies know each other very well and may be hesitant to get to know new fishies but try to not to let that deter you - its like breaking in a shoe and once it fits - it looks and feels great! :winky
Do you perform on Broadway? My family is from Manhattan - I love NY - I will have to go see you on stage sometime if you tell me where and when - if not then Good Luck to you :clover cause I am sure you will or are doing great. Just believe in yourself and know that people really do care!
:love amyb

[starbrightstarlight]

:hugon Jazzy :hugoff


Welcome to the :fishy :bowl. It really is a wonderful place to be at.

[Broadways_Ballerina]

Well!

Thank you all SO much for witting back! :sun
I am very happy :happy to be part of the :bluefishy
Well a lot has been bringing me down, friends, the way I look. I don't have very good self esteem at all. I would never have thought that I could have low self esteem. I mean people doubt themselves somtimes but I used to be such a happy fun loving kid!
I still appear that way most of the time but well inside its not true at all and the people who are close to me understand that but well its still hard! :( I am trying though!

Sorry to say I am not on Broadway, although I would DIE to be there! I am in love with broadway! and I used to be a ballerina I still dance a lot now but not as intensively! I am more into sining and soccer! But I have been to see some shows on Broadway! and I am going again this summer YEAH! :yay
I am SOOOOO excited!
Well PLEASE write me back and if you want to e-mail me my e-mail Is Snazzyjazzy****@hotmail.com!



:stars Jazzy :stars

[sufferingstar]

:hugon Jazz :hugoff

I know we already talked, but I wanted to welcome you to the :bowl anyway! :winky
I'm sorry you aren't feeling great and that your friendships are causing you so much grief.... You're right about looking :happy on the outside because that's how I always saw you. Now I know how much you're hurting inside... :cry...

Anyway, I'm going to try and help you any way I can because your friendship already means a lot to me even though we sort of just became friends :yay

Take care
I'll talk to you later tonight
:peace & :love
shadow_daughter

[Broadways_Ballerina]

Thank you to everyone who posted and it means a lot ot me that all of you care and want to help. I want to help you too! :happy

Life can sometimes be pretty tough and sometimes I feel pretty awful for taking it so hard when I know there are so many people suffering much more then I am but I geuss thats just the way life is....hard sometimes!

Shadow_daughter! You're simply AMAIZING! I am not surprised that you only say me from the outside thats how practically everyone sees me and the few that don't have tried to be there to some extent but most have ended up giving up on me and some haven't even wanted to try.....That hurts. I only saw you from th outside and well I honnestly admired you and though you were "cool' if that is the right word, i mean its kinda general....but I now I have a while other admiration for you and want to help you in any way i can! I have learned that true friends stick by one another thropugh everything and well I have tried so hard to be a goosd friend to so many and well I just don't seem to get anything in return, not to sound selfish but well this year especially i put a lot out there for people and well they got better but could give a S*** about me......So in a nut shell I have been really let down.....I don't want to do that to anyone and I have promised myself I won't...sO if you ever need ANYTHING I am always here for you! Through thivk and thin...


Well it means more then you know to me that you said our friendship means a lot to you.........it means a lot to me too...we seems to have a lot in common..

Well write soon please!


:star jazzy


EVERYONE HERE is simply BEAUTIFUL....especially you shadow_daughter!

[sufferingstar]

:hugon :hugon :hugon Jazz :hugoff :hugoff :hugoff

I'm speechless, even though I've just expressed my gratitude to you, I'm going to do it again. :grin

Thank you for being who you are and for being so wonderful. Thank you for listening to me and already being there for me in the short time of our friendship. Your kind words mean everything to me, I will never be able to tell you how much. I am SO glad that we're friends because I need someone like you in my life: someone who cares, someone who can relate to me, someone who won't judge me by my faults.

Take care and never hesitate to talk to me
All my :love
Allison

[Broadways_Ballerina]

:hugon Allison :hugoff


You are such a loving and caring person I cannot even begin to explain in words the gratitude I have in my heart for you. In such a short time you have become such an important person to me, I can tell you things I can't tell anyone else and for once I know someone will be on the other end understanding and not judging..... you are one of a kind and I will always always admire you!
And, as I said before if you were to say you wanted to have nothing to do with me and not listen or help me tonight...I would still admire you and think you were amaizing because you are SO great. I have never opened up to anyone like this before!!!! I want you to know that you never have to feel scared or alone again, I know all to well those feelings and how strongly they go along with ED's Depression and everything else......I will always be here to listen,hug or comfort whenever you need it and well if you want laugh! HAHAHAH I love to laugh! times aren't always bad and well even when we have good times its always nice to have a friend around!
I hope I can be that friend, I know its a lot to ask but well its a start.....

writting all of this was not easy for me.....I am afraid you mat reject me or not want to be my friend but well because you have touched me so much I riksed it....that is not an easy thing for me to do!

with that i will await your next post,

All my :love

Jazzy

[sufferingstar]

:hugon Jazz :hugoff

Honey!!! I want so badly to be good friends with you! I had so much fun hanging out with you in :notes musical :notes and respect so much that you've shared so much with me and opened up so much to me. That means a lot because you've said that you find it hard to do that.
Please keep talking to me. You are wonderful as I said above and deserve so much in life. You are also very important to me. I get so excited every time I see you! I'll be even more excited now that I know you better :winky

Thank you for everything. You're the best

:peace & :love
Allison

P.S. you know you're special when I don't even sign off as shadow_daughter :winky

[Broadways_Ballerina]

Well,

Thanks for saying you get excited when you see me, I feel special now!
Now, you said you wanted badly to be friends with me? Well you know the saying if you want something bad enough it will come true, I am guessing that since we both want it, it will happen! :love

You're a great person and well i really hope we do get to know each other better and not only the bad things...cause bad things like what we are going through really suck but well we can make happy things happen to, and we will!
You deserve all the hugs in the world!

you're great, amaizing,super,awesome and many many more things!
I hope we really start being friends and getting closer!

:love
jazzy!

[LoveDanceBallet]

:cheshire Welcome and Good Luck! :cheshire