frustrated and confused

[seneque]

feeling frustrated and angry. seeking treatment and I am fighting an uphill battle. It already takes all that i have to make it through the day much less try and get myself into a program and deal with insurance and all that had stuff. don't know where to begin. so far the couple of places i've called are full. need more than just outpatient right now too-makes it more difficult. don't know where to turn-confused, tired, sad. but to the point where i'm so tired of living this way, perhaps i am ready to truly get better this time. just kinow i can't do it on my own anymore-it isn't working. ready to accept help-just can't ever seem to be able to get the help that i need. not giving up tho (this is my positive statement). not going to quite.

[Isabel_Knight]

:hugon Seneque :hugoff

Welcome to the :bowl! This is a great place to come for support.

The Recovery Aquarium forums :fishy seem to be a little on the quiet side at the moment though. Try coming down to Anorexia, Bulimia, Anorexia and Bulimia or Misch. There are far more :pinkfishy :bluefishy :greenfish :fishy :beefishy :world :sfishy :bandwagon about there. And be sure to check out Creative and Fun! :bounce

Isabel :bluefishy

[nla-one]

Welcome to the :bowl. I hope you like it here as much as I do! :bounce

I know that finding treatment can be tough, but please keep trying. You bound to find something sooner or later!

:stars love becky :stars

[New-Bride]

:love Seneque :love

Welcome to the :bowl

GOOD FOR YOU for not quitting
That is the kind of attitude you need to :kick ED-ASS ! :edbgone

Try swimming over to some of the other boards too, I usually post on the A/B recovery board

I look forward to getting to know you more and reading more of your posts :touched
~ Much :love ~

:peep :turtle :bear Jenn :bear :turtle :peep

[noemi]

:hugon :hugon :hugon :stars seneque :stars :hugoff :hugoff :hugoff
good for you that's an awesome attitude and you can totally do it babe!!! :yay ok well as the other :fishys said check out a/b and a/b recovery for lots of ed-specific support :cheesy. take care,
~chiara :hairy