View Full Version : some explanation please??!!

10-11-2001, 03:55 AM
hi :bowl

whilst trying to figure out why on earth i am trying to starve myself down to nothingness i sort of figured out that partly its because i never really wanted to accept becoming a woman...i.e. i hated my body developing and i hate having my periods (so even when young tried to starve until they stopped) but still at the same time i do have a boyfriend and i do sleep with him...

i am just really confused as to how that fits together and dont want to discuss it with anyone else really....

help!!!! :scared

does anyone feel the same???



10-12-2001, 12:43 PM
:hugon freddi :hugoff

OMG YES! I feel %************ the same way. It is so confusing. I want to stay looking like a little girl. I starve not to have hips, breast and woman curves. However, I am sexually active with my bf and happy with this. It is very weird.