diet pills

[hellokittylov]

I am really struggling with taking diet pills and with wanting to lose weight. I haven't seen my nutritionist in a couple weeks and my psychiatrist in almost a month. I see them both on Thursday, and I'm also really struggling with being honest with them. I want to tell them the truth, but I'm afraid of what the outcome will be. I have been communication with a friend whom I met on the internet, and is telling me that the diet pills have been doing nothing for me, but i really feel like they have been. I wish I didn't feel that way, but to be honest with all of you guys i do feel that way. It's kinda embarrassing to have to admit that. I am really trying to work on not taking them. I promised myself that I won't take anymore today and that I won't take any tomm, but I am taking one day at a time with that.

Gosh, this is so darn hard. I hate recovery so much. I wish I didn't feel this way. I wish I could say that I love recovery and i love that I'm trying to recover, but I don't. Is it horrible to feel this way? Should I feel differently about recovery. I know that it isn't easy, but I hate it so much. I'm so discouraged today because I've decide that I'm not going to take anymore diet pills, but I'm so afraid of the weight gain. Does this all make sense? I feel like I'm typing at a million miles an hour, but I make no sense at all.

[shrimpy]

hun, to be honest it doesn't make sense

There is nothing about an ED that makes sense... however that's not to say that we don't understand. I've been struggling for years with diet pills. I've given them up generally when i've been ip or had no money.

It's true they don't help. It's also true that the ED part of you head convinces you that they DO help, and thus...if you're anything like me..... you get completely freaked out when you don't take them. I too am trying to get off them, but is a huge struggle in my head everyday, and sadly ED is winning more often than I am.

However.. I'm trying not to use that as an excuse to give up fighting it.

Sorry I'm not being more encouraging. Diet pils are evil, and every bit as addictaive as controlled drugs.

Keep posting.... there's loads of us who understand, even tho none of us can make sense of it.

Love,
Shrimps
xx

[bobmac]

Diet pills are so dangerous...

They can cause serious damage to your body..

Getting off of them is the best thing for you or anyone..

Please give it some serious thought.. and get some help..


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god bless and take care..
bob