so frustrated with myself

[piano]

hi guys,

I am so frustrated with myself. Yesterday I ate three square meals and felt proud of myself but tonight I binged and purged a million times since everyone was out. I'm so frustrated that I can't stop from bingeing when I am alone. I really want to beat this, but I guess I'm scared of the weight gain. I finally had a lightbulb moment this week during my T session that my anorexia is not doing me any good. I don't need it to assert myself or set boundaries. I know this... that's why I'm so frustrated that I binged and purged tonight. Just feeling low. I hope all of you are well.

piano

[pooty]

I understand how your feeling, and I'm sorry things are so rough right now. Lots of :love :love :love and :gimmehug :gimmehug :gimmehug . Try not to beat yourself up when you make mistakes (((yea, easier said than done :wacky ))) Try to keep your head up, tomorrow is a new day, and you can keep fighting this!! Lots of luck!!