numb

[Breaknboardz]

I want to cry, but the tears won't come.
What's wrong with me, why am I so numb?
Unable to express the emotions I feel,
so instead I decide to skip another meal.
But as a result, I just hurt myself more
Killing myself for a weight I'll adore.
I should know by now it's an impossibe dream
no matter how obtainable it may seem.
I'll never be happy when thinking this way
So why am I letting this evil ED stay?
It's caused so much trouble, heartache & pain.
It must be destroyed if I want to be sane!

[tzietel]

Thanks for sharing your poem, it was very powerful. You are clearly able to recognise your problem which is the first big step. I hope that you have been able to seek help, living with an ED is not living. :gimmehug

[SunshineMeg]

:hugon Breaknboardz :hugoff

thankyou for sharing your poem, it is so damn true.... we HAVE to kick ED's ass if we want control of our life and to be happy again... take care of yourself :gimmehug

:love - Meg