Sessily
07-03-2005, 07:14 AM
Moved from Self-Esteem to Creative Writing
In the Morning Of My Life
I was not blind,but could not see,
nor could i feel the sun.
I stood there all alone and felt
as if my heart and soul were gone.
I was not deaf,but could not hear
the songs of the birds in the skies
Because She came and ruined everything
In the morning of my life
I used to walk aimlessly going nowhere,
used to wander alone in the night
There were no stars,it was dark everywhere,
I had no ray of light for a guide
No matter how i would try to beat Her
She would defeat me and would even want more
I would lie there crying and thinking
"This will last forevermore"
I could feel Her icy hands touch me,
I could hear Her tell me "You're doomed"
And all the paths She ever showed me
Always led back to Her
And I walked along a river of tears
with no laughter,no love,and no smiles
I was trapped in a maze with no exit
In the morning of my life
I was right-the maze had no exit,
no exact path that would lead me out
And then IO realized-I had to break it,
I heard a voice from deep inside
"Go!Outside is your salvation,
and the songs,and the smiles,and the sun.
No more pain,no more aggravation.
Out there is your new life,come on!!"
So i stood up on my feet and defied her
I didn't ask for permission to leave
I said goodbye and told her to pack up
I took control of my life
And after that things sarted changing
The sun rose for me for the first time
And slowly the river of tears
turned into an ocean of light
Now I can see,i can feel,I can hear
and listen to the songs of the birds,
I feel the sun's rays touching my hair
And I feast my eyes on the stars every night
I am opening a new page
And everything is starting now
I'll be as big as my dreams are
And won't let small things make me low
I am starting to build up my future
And from now on I'm going to fight
So here I am now in the morning
Of a brand new beautiful life :-)))
...I wrote that in the summer during which i was almost recovered.I reaally think that if that guy hadnt tried to rape me and that neighbour of mine hadndt molested me I would now be a completely healthy young girl... :sad :sad :sad :sad :sad ...I lost it all...
In the Morning Of My Life
I was not blind,but could not see,
nor could i feel the sun.
I stood there all alone and felt
as if my heart and soul were gone.
I was not deaf,but could not hear
the songs of the birds in the skies
Because She came and ruined everything
In the morning of my life
I used to walk aimlessly going nowhere,
used to wander alone in the night
There were no stars,it was dark everywhere,
I had no ray of light for a guide
No matter how i would try to beat Her
She would defeat me and would even want more
I would lie there crying and thinking
"This will last forevermore"
I could feel Her icy hands touch me,
I could hear Her tell me "You're doomed"
And all the paths She ever showed me
Always led back to Her
And I walked along a river of tears
with no laughter,no love,and no smiles
I was trapped in a maze with no exit
In the morning of my life
I was right-the maze had no exit,
no exact path that would lead me out
And then IO realized-I had to break it,
I heard a voice from deep inside
"Go!Outside is your salvation,
and the songs,and the smiles,and the sun.
No more pain,no more aggravation.
Out there is your new life,come on!!"
So i stood up on my feet and defied her
I didn't ask for permission to leave
I said goodbye and told her to pack up
I took control of my life
And after that things sarted changing
The sun rose for me for the first time
And slowly the river of tears
turned into an ocean of light
Now I can see,i can feel,I can hear
and listen to the songs of the birds,
I feel the sun's rays touching my hair
And I feast my eyes on the stars every night
I am opening a new page
And everything is starting now
I'll be as big as my dreams are
And won't let small things make me low
I am starting to build up my future
And from now on I'm going to fight
So here I am now in the morning
Of a brand new beautiful life :-)))
...I wrote that in the summer during which i was almost recovered.I reaally think that if that guy hadnt tried to rape me and that neighbour of mine hadndt molested me I would now be a completely healthy young girl... :sad :sad :sad :sad :sad ...I lost it all...