kirs_t
05-22-2005, 01:43 AM
hi im a fairly new fishy but i just wanted to use this amazing board to lett off some steam and ask for some advice!
i am not doing too well at the moment... ok who am kidding, im really out of control. i went to see my therapist the other day and he said that a really need to do IP again. i did get better for a while last time i was IP.... the thing is now i am not insured by my parents cos i am considered an adult now. and there is next to no facilities here in perth if you dont have private cover. the other thing is that since i left the hospital last year i have gained weight and my family thinks evrything is fine! my boyfriend doesnt have a clue and i know that they would not be supportive and very judgemental.
the bulimia is killing me. literally. and i feel very alone. i know i need help but my therapist says theres no more he can do and IP is out of reach....
i guess i just wanted to vent, thanks fishies and lots of love and support to you all. hang in there~!
i am not doing too well at the moment... ok who am kidding, im really out of control. i went to see my therapist the other day and he said that a really need to do IP again. i did get better for a while last time i was IP.... the thing is now i am not insured by my parents cos i am considered an adult now. and there is next to no facilities here in perth if you dont have private cover. the other thing is that since i left the hospital last year i have gained weight and my family thinks evrything is fine! my boyfriend doesnt have a clue and i know that they would not be supportive and very judgemental.
the bulimia is killing me. literally. and i feel very alone. i know i need help but my therapist says theres no more he can do and IP is out of reach....
i guess i just wanted to vent, thanks fishies and lots of love and support to you all. hang in there~!