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  1. posting because I can't stand it
  2. calling all spades...help me dig!!! please reply if you can!
  3. PURGING and MORE PURGING
  4. ahh why tonight...
  5. Where is my voice?
  6. Going to my parents, it will be a test
  7. I'm here, new... anorexia & cooking
  8. part one:family - part two:the future
  9. I am defective.
  10. feeling sluggish and needy
  11. Commitment
  12. Confused
  13. In need of support
  14. i am trying to take care of me!
  15. Now I want help
  16. Was it wrong to tell them?
  17. diet?
  18. I was in denial, now reached a new low :(
  19. Complaining is paining
  20. Please please help me with this ...
  21. Missing Anorexia
  22. slipping
  23. I did it! :-)
  24. creative ideas? body image
  25. Appointment tomorrow, help!
  26. Back from IP and struggling...
  27. advise for those in recovey
  28. my friends blame themselves for MY ed
  29. Am I making progress?
  30. I Ran the Marathon!
  31. fear of failure
  32. Staying recovered...maintaining target weight??
  33. ADD and eds
  34. changing shapes
  35. Canceling the 'shoulds'
  36. Update Re:school
  37. major struggle with recovery. any suggestions?
  38. I feel bad, I feel really bad
  39. terrible news
  40. My mom stressing me out!
  41. New to fourms, need a little advice
  42. everything is hitting me...
  43. we can do it we can do it!
  44. THREE months b/p free!!!!! But havent told new guy about ed
  45. Feeling Stuck
  46. Why gain weight? I'll tell you!
  47. Trying to start my day over
  48. walden ?
  49. Is it so wrong?
  50. Update
  51. Accepting Compliments???
  52. Maybe you have to let go of who you were….in order to become who you will be.
  53. Hello
  54. Ques abt laureate...
  55. I don't get it -- what is up
  56. New...Question for recovered..
  57. Mommies--Am I there yet?
  58. more than a little ticked off
  59. How can I fight when the "voices" are so loud?
  60. IOP - need perspective/encouragement!
  61. Oh My god...Pregnant?
  62. Dreams
  63. compliments about being thin
  64. can't wait anymore.
  65. WOW. I know why I'm hanging onto ED...
  66. a positive update
  67. stupid banana
  68. recovery isn't another race!
  69. good news - i will be published
  70. Pole - Did you abuse laxatives in past?
  71. An Old Fishie Getting Hitched - One Month To Go!!!
  72. I finally did it! (went to a T of my own free will...)
  73. laxative abuse - long-term effects hard to accept
  74. Am I chosing to lapse or is it beyond me?
  75. hard week....but i'm doing well
  76. He told me I look better! better? I'm miserable!
  77. Ribbon
  78. I'm over this.
  79. now what
  80. Spirit
  81. completely, completely overwhelmed
  82. Desparately Seeking Validation
  83. MP commitment thread IV
  84. shocked atm
  85. i weighed myself :(
  86. medication - need support
  87. Do I turn people off?
  88. Frustrated.. want to binge.
  89. Major body image issues/Does even caring mean I am incredibly shallow?
  90. any Adult Children of Alcoholics?
  91. Scared about some new medical news...
  92. Money an obstacle
  93. Medical Exams next week
  94. Creating light in a tunnel
  95. Feeling tricked by a friend
  96. i'm slippin all over the place
  97. Old Fishy needs support
  98. One more session
  99. I did something I said I never would but it was good (sorta)
  100. I'm very down
  101. my darling fishies!
  102. I listened, I went back to therapy.
  103. If You Really Knew Me
  104. Test results are back!!
  105. Lack of Structure?
  106. Does anyone else "accept" ED way too much?
  107. a positive post
  108. A black belt
  109. Lost my cool
  110. What is the "healthy" diet? Soup is calling my name.
  111. I'm not binging tonight - starting over
  112. walk the walk
  113. Rediscovering recovery...WOW!
  114. can i just tell you something....... ?
  115. calming my nerves here
  116. Lame-o idea to go with my Lame-o title
  117. hey, I am new ( as well) need someone real to talk to...
  118. Restlessnes and exercize
  119. **** Different Issues
  120. Great great great great great idea! Read me!
  121. my pledge to start battling
  122. When things are good, why do we feel so bad?
  123. stress
  124. Looking good...power...respect.
  125. Huge happy accomplishment to share (and more digging, of course)!
  126. What's the first step?
  127. Please .... I just want someone to tell me what to do.
  128. haunting image
  129. Getting a new N - I'm scared!
  130. Feeling guilty for feeling jealous...
  131. I feel horrible
  132. how do i bring this up with my parents?
  133. what do you think of this theory
  134. didnt know where else to go:(
  135. ?adjustment to new weight?ideas?!
  136. Yay!!!
  137. When can I stop fighting?
  138. I'm not sure I can do this
  139. Dishoesty in the way or recovery
  140. Who'd have thought?
  141. Triggering or Helpful?
  142. Please support me, I'm having a REALLY hard time!
  143. It IS about weight right now
  144. i don't know
  145. Huge step
  146. Treatment team revisited
  147. Tried and Failed
  148. Deserving of Recovery?? Hmmm..
  149. mad as hell
  150. Screwing up
  151. N Appointments
  152. Working in the ED field while in recovery
  153. Out of my mind and into my heart?
  154. drawing a line
  155. Questions for those of you that run..
  156. my birthday!!
  157. Awesome new diet per my dietitian??
  158. When will you be ready to give your ED up completely?
  159. I need to create my own intervention
  160. You Look Beautiful
  161. Help Advice- Maintaining recovery- Pushing forward!
  162. Isolation
  163. ED sob stories; good or bad??
  164. Ambitions??
  165. Effect of Recovery
  166. Question to the bowl, how to reconnect to ourselves?
  167. How do you follow your meal plan??
  168. teetering on the edge
  169. emotions,expressing them, feeling them???????
  170. Coping with changes
  171. A rant, me not making much sense
  172. Back in the bowl
  173. Feeling guilty after eating
  174. My OP team won't see me anymore due to AMA exit. I'm so alone and so scared.
  175. Any good advice?
  176. pregnancy scare and resulting emotions
  177. I'm plummeting
  178. Resolutions but struggling
  179. all alone with only my ed to hold my hand
  180. I feel like a fake
  181. In the middle - Friend issues
  182. how do i gain control again???
  183. Blood makes "stools" black?
  184. Is This It??
  185. I stopped myself!
  186. my t thinks i need antidepressants, and other issues
  187. Where do I begin?
  188. suggestions on "firing" a therapist
  189. Hi! I'm new here...Could use some support...
  190. Unsure where to go
  191. Body changes
  192. Family disfunction
  193. To see or not to see?
  194. voices want me to slip after IP
  195. working on recovery
  196. Body loathing Moment: ideas?
  197. Guilt
  198. What do I do if I don't have an ED?
  199. good meeting with the N
  200. back from IP
  201. perfection vs progress
  202. No exercise - Agh!
  203. Fighting the ED accomplishments
  204. Do you feel like this?
  205. update on *me*
  206. I did it!!!
  207. Update: Lost my OP team, now what? Alone and losing hope.
  208. HELP! Constant hunger!
  209. St. Ann's Hospital in London
  210. Fellow fishies...
  211. Bana?
  212. support?
  213. Suggestions please......
  214. Anyone here ever pursued your dream?
  215. tacos and a real bra :)
  216. Moving myself to this forum - think im in the right place...
  217. How do you know when to stop therapy?
  218. Can you lend me a fin please?
  219. Is going IP just running away?
  220. So, is this a phase?
  221. selfconcious
  222. slapped in the face realization: I am pathetic
  223. My body allows me to...?
  224. I don't think I can do this (recovery) anymore.
  225. awkward convos about intake
  226. How to be productive ...
  227. made cookies and it went wrong
  228. Having thoughts
  229. freaking out
  230. So Down
  231. Not the best time
  232. Please challenge me
  233. So Overwhelmed!!
  234. trying to figure this out....really depressed
  235. No, No, No! (panicking)
  236. food comment
  237. Wanting me to stay sick
  238. I Wonder Why
  239. feeling kinda nervous
  240. tomorrow is the day
  241. and ... i don't have time to breath
  242. Should I Ever "diet" again
  243. what do you do when you hate how much you eat?
  244. New N wants my old residential MP, ED is telling me to lie
  245. Yes, I want to screw up my life
  246. go back or not? help in decision
  247. lunch time struggles
  248. I didn't fight the urge....
  249. And like *that,* it changes.
  250. inappropriate comment