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  1. Whose fault is it
  2. is adoption really the issue?
  3. Two am - i told someone - i do not want ppl at my college to know
  4. Bingeing shame
  5. Leaping onto the recovery board
  6. Failed
  7. "everyone hates me syndrome" is back full-force
  8. I did it!-One week with no running
  9. I think I can actually do this
  10. SO depressed and body hatred
  11. I think I'm in a Bad Place
  12. confused
  13. what to do when under stress????
  14. Very sad tonight. I think I'm slowly losing everything.
  15. I think I'm in trouble...
  16. tears are streaming
  17. food diary
  18. Went to the Doc
  19. Healthy cooking
  20. my feelings are so hurt
  21. Nervous newbie swimming over
  22. damn it Im sick of trying to be 'good'
  23. Just... broken
  24. time to leave the bowl - discouraged
  25. contact with your T
  26. I wasn't invited.
  27. different attitude, different life
  28. Really stupid question
  29. Grocery Store Anxiety
  30. Feel Like ED is My Only Friend
  31. Cant Breathe
  32. Sinking Fast
  33. "are you ready to stop questionining?"
  34. How to deal with offers of food?
  35. Will I Ever Be Comfortable in my OWN Skin?
  36. Why canīt I be like everyone else?
  37. I'm not sleeping and its driving me crazy
  38. feeling retched
  39. Dipping fin out
  40. Staying with the flow of uncertainty
  41. Alternative healing
  42. Eating in secrecy
  43. It was just another day
  44. an ED is like a friend in so many ways...but damnit I just want to change!
  45. getting better......sorta
  46. Don't know if I can stand this...
  47. New here and needing encouragement..
  48. redirecting thoughts :(
  49. life is unfair
  50. Can't seem to stay awake!
  51. Magazines and TV is triggering me
  52. Prefer my ED world
  53. Huge MP increase- relly anxious
  54. Need some good vibes before going IP tomorrow
  55. Discouraged by school, relationship, life, myself....
  56. and the beat goes on...
  57. incredibly lonely
  58. Staying GROUNDED while eating
  59. feeling emotions.
  60. things are not the best
  61. needing some c l o s ure
  62. How do you get the balance right? Health kick or relapse?
  63. Do you have to give it up?
  64. Not understanding where I'm at.
  65. am i crazy to want this
  66. What makes you feel better when you are
  67. First time here
  68. Emotions:Responses
  69. Do you ever want to eat everything you see?
  70. PURGING F'in SUCKS!
  71. Lying Suck!!!
  72. good and bad day...
  73. What do I do when the thoughts are so bad?
  74. dreaming about food
  75. nuts, nausea and happy!
  76. Black, White, and that wonderful in between...
  77. novasource........anyone?
  78. How Did I End up Back Here?
  79. Eating Disordered Forever?
  80. Saw nutritionist and now even more discouraged...
  81. Burning out
  82. I really need a friend and advice
  83. Slipped (may trigger)
  84. Eating guidelines???
  85. recovery is one freaking LONG journey
  86. Re-dipping ...
  87. Where ARE... HER... F*ing Boundaries??
  88. ramblings after couples therapy!!
  89. XXXXX Picture!!!
  90. Overeaction?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
  91. acomodation or just plain common sense?
  92. scared to lose weight ....... so overeating!
  93. And now What?
  94. Realisation: I am a recovery addict
  95. What lessons aren't you learning/ignoring?
  96. What do you do when your appointment is ages away?
  97. And it approaches...
  98. Recommendation for a Good Nutritionist
  99. It's like I can't stop...
  100. relapse
  101. advice on teeth
  102. this is ok?
  103. Trading in My Superwoman Cape
  104. ready for ip?
  105. I understand now
  106. My Grandpa Died and Binging
  107. A goodnight message
  108. Can't sleep, wont sleep???
  109. so scared and confused- begininng recovery
  110. sorry
  111. Talking to My Doctor Today
  112. dinner panic
  113. what do you do when those around you completely pull away?
  114. Too, too much?
  115. still seems secretive
  116. Freaking Out!
  117. just told friend
  118. I have to stay in the present, in MY moment, in MY space....
  119. this is where I'm at.
  120. Obsessed with food
  121. I've barred myself, or tried to protect me, from care ...
  122. I really need some support tonight
  123. The best thing about recovery
  124. lonely
  125. alonne again .... eating more
  126. What to do?
  127. what to do when craving that HIGH
  128. Not sure about IP
  129. Trying to Stay With It...Really
  130. gave kittens away and feeling very alone and hopeless
  131. What to do when your Doc thinks you should lose weight?!
  132. How to recover on my own??
  133. what emotions?
  134. aahh college work
  135. roger's memorial vs. mirasol or rainrock(monte nido)
  136. deserving things
  137. frustrated yet again...
  138. Feeling instead of Bingeing
  139. feel so alone
  140. So shallow?
  141. Interested in a Vacation?
  142. What happened today that was GOOD?
  143. Help, I can't deal with anything in life...
  144. sorry for posting so much
  145. In Loving Memory
  146. when things dont add up...
  147. success!(?)
  148. What the hell
  149. binging feels good
  150. my (once) oh so beautiful hair :(
  151. Terminal illness or murder?
  152. how do you know for sure that you are ready
  153. A really interesting thing I've learned!
  154. it's getting worse
  155. Quick question
  156. In Need Of Sum Support..anyone
  157. he died
  158. Why this road again?
  159. i need help.
  160. how dieting effects the body?
  161. And now I TEACH about EDs?
  162. I have been doing well....and this has to be said?
  163. Gym??
  164. MAY TRIGGER: EDs in my house at college
  165. I am feeling GOOD!
  166. Birthdays
  167. ....just so tired
  168. I'm sorry
  169. Not losing ground after a stomach bug...
  170. medicalert ID tags?
  171. mini relapse
  172. medication problems
  173. Letting myself feel sadness
  174. home sick
  175. restricting is *not* the only way, right?
  176. I went and it was awful!
  177. why do i feel so dirty?
  178. Feel XXXXX
  179. Blast From The Past
  180. A Recovery Committment
  181. Challenges from T???
  182. So so so so so confused! Who, or what, am I?
  183. wasting peoples time.
  184. Bitterness
  185. need someone tonight
  186. my body after anorexia
  187. venting about the same old stuff
  188. just to say: new start tomorrow
  189. hi
  190. dont let me fall down THIS slippery slope!
  191. Not a Good Night AT ALL
  192. back...to the recovery bowl this time...and overwhelmed
  193. Not what I wanted to hear. What did I do?! Maybe this is good?
  194. Just Do It???? (sorry nike)
  195. my N?
  196. scaredddd
  197. anyone else?
  198. It's been three long years, thought I was safe from relapse
  199. What Do You Do With the Day After Blahs?
  200. Dating people in Recovery
  201. So hard to let go of the past...
  202. I don't want to be eating disordered
  203. sorry about this
  204. Pay attention to the small things
  205. I'm desperate, but don't know what to do!
  206. appt didn't go well
  207. My therapist died
  208. Recovery Light is ON!!!
  209. something is on my mind
  210. What am I hungry for?
  211. I called him to find out
  212. When was your turning point
  213. sorry
  214. Very Mixed Feelings
  215. Appointments over: How can one hour cause me to hurt so bad?
  216. I finally did it....changed my SF password
  217. What would you tell your inner child fishies?
  218. disconnected brain
  219. I just don't know!
  220. Time to leave the fish bowl
  221. Why Do You Go To The Gym?
  222. im doing so well!
  223. The reasons behind it
  224. Self acceptance
  225. i dont know!!!
  226. I confess everything is not alright
  227. lifes great!! so im messing it up??
  228. Opening my mouth - and the concept of something different. ??
  229. the power of the word "intervention"
  230. Floating,not Swimming
  231. Injuring my back at work and my cell phone is my drug of choice
  232. my rejections
  233. where do you turn when home doesn't feel like home anymore?
  234. i WANT...
  235. Something I've Noticed Happening Lately
  236. Feeling Trapped
  237. Gaining Weight
  238. Friend Died
  239. frustrated...
  240. I WILL recover damnit! Who's with me?!
  241. Proof of Life? Yeah Right.
  242. how do you know when you are clear
  243. oops, I did it again
  244. Recovering for the wrong reason?
  245. perceptual changes
  246. no purging commitment
  247. Frustrating day! Need to vent and be challenged
  248. "You could lose a few pounds"
  249. keeping myself OUT OF THE HOSPITAL!!!!!
  250. Positive Day~Positive Post~Positive Outlook :)