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  1. the term recovered....like it or not??
  2. i shop lifted:(
  3. My 'sick' jeans project & learning to love the curves
  4. Good Results!
  5. SIGHSIGHSIGHSIGH. . .I am making an appointment
  6. mourning my sick self
  7. Thinking about bingeing ALL day
  8. Slipping... need your advice and challenges
  9. can't stop eating
  10. I Did It! :)
  11. Hurt by what my family thinks of me & ready for marriage? (please answer s/o)
  12. so angry, can't get past it -- what do you do when mad?
  13. TOTALLY overwhelmed
  14. moments of clarity
  15. dance therapy?
  16. Meal Plan
  17. really bad appt with cardiologist
  18. Seeking empathetic ears...!!!
  19. Actually doing it!
  20. Intellectually knowing I need to get back on track, but motivation is not all there?
  21. Seeking some Advice- How Do YOU Stay in recovery?
  22. There is NO TRUTH in my LIES...
  23. The dreaded "You've put on weight" comment
  24. i've decided.
  25. Any advice?
  26. I can't stop it.
  27. falling to pieces!
  28. Hyptnosis?
  29. can anyone relate...?
  30. three weeks without purging and can anyone spare some hugs?
  31. New here - need support and to vent
  32. Some recent thoughts.
  33. How long does this last?
  34. God knows why I puked. Yelp for Help!
  35. SOOO Frustrated with myself!!!
  36. my birthday today:(
  37. I Messed Up
  38. When does this get easier, been there done there, keep doing it. Support please!!!!!
  39. What are Your Reasons for Recovery?
  40. self-imposed weight gain ... support?
  41. Two days without Binging, Purging, Starving or Overexercising! Two Days of Freedom!!
  42. This is why I struggle to eat
  43. body fat distribution
  44. Back to uni so I can lose again...?
  45. my heart just breaks
  46. Wow- dealing with my feelings in a positive way!
  47. Scared and Frustrated
  48. I screwed up...
  49. Comparing myself to other people
  50. no exercise today!!
  51. I need help, I cannot eat, please help me! MAY TRIGGER
  52. i.need.support.
  53. such a confusing disease
  54. Did not run today-- I need support!!!!!
  55. Motivation
  56. Just to let you know...
  57. boundaries.... need some views
  58. back and stronger! or weaker. or lost in the middle.
  59. Very anxious about doctor's appt. tomorrow
  60. titles suck
  61. A bit of digging . . .
  62. Im ready!
  63. "It's your choice"
  64. Challenges
  65. Group post- question for everyone..
  66. Recovery Is Worth It
  67. Motivation please to get back on the road to recovery!
  68. For the first time, something really scares me (and not my health!)
  69. sadly the scale dertermines how my day will be
  70. Could be last post
  71. a bit of a thready post..a tad o/t too
  72. Another thread about clothes...
  73. Finally made THAT call
  74. Intense, sharp hunger
  75. Going Back to School
  76. messing up with food again
  77. A-n-x-i-e-t-y
  78. such a relief
  79. an old fishie struggling
  80. Wanted to share one of my proudest moments!
  81. A very old fishy returns...
  82. specific weight gain goals... good or bad
  83. proud of ME
  84. Different Time, same disease...
  85. Freaking Out
  86. seeing new therapist today - nervous!
  87. Word Challenge
  88. Hello! I'm inspired...are you?
  89. Deceptions often faced in Recovery
  90. She ate a cupcake, and it was just a "normal day"
  91. Taking action
  92. Gettin' excited about Friday!
  93. Going to Kenya this week...
  94. no one understands; just need to write
  95. Feeling like no one cared
  96. I need to trust my treatment team
  97. I made dinner for just me!!
  98. recovery is a b*tch....blah...
  99. in a weird place
  100. Recovery is bitter sweet
  101. Yay books
  102. The biggest me
  103. I had decided...
  104. gym=plague
  105. something is going on in that old subconscious...help?
  106. lunch time problems
  107. YAY met weekly weight gain goal!!!
  108. unraveling ????
  109. Need to start new post; Where I am at today
  110. I need some help dealing with my grandma's visit!!!
  111. I´m being careful tonight
  112. Random fears about mental depth and wellness
  113. Random fears about mental depth and wellness
  114. Having an emotional night
  115. Truth in the mirror
  116. Im crashing or so it feels like it
  117. ughh
  118. Inspiration
  119. Inspiration ****
  120. Inspiration ****
  121. Inner conflict and turmoil!
  122. Thank you recovery board fishies!
  123. Realizations in Recovery
  124. Wiping the Slate Clean: a confession
  125. looking for others
  126. Sick...really hard.
  127. NC-Mod Fishy!
  128. Bipolar and ED?
  129. Movies?
  130. tough nutrition appt
  131. Just give me peace.
  132. Just frustrated...
  133. Recovery Goals?!
  134. this is big for me
  135. Taking a break
  136. BALANCED goal setting
  137. Getting sucked in again
  138. update
  139. Eater's Agreement
  140. Shopping for clothes fears
  141. want to give up
  142. Update Dr Appt
  143. New to this site
  144. please help me to be brave fishies
  145. The Dangers of Doing it all or Multi Tasking
  146. a question
  147. Are eDs really THAT rare?
  148. How do I work on Body Image?
  149. One month without purging!!
  150. can anyone help me?
  151. Op
  152. ready to become social...I think! oh boy
  153. I've Decided...it's Time for a T
  154. Ahh!
  155. Shared Secrets with Therapist - update
  156. Am I About to Make a Big Mistake?
  157. I want my Mother
  158. New Promotion - additional stress - yikes!!
  159. Food Police
  160. feeling depressed...can't let go of the weight thing
  161. How my assessment day went.
  162. No stamina?
  163. Can it become habit? and hypnosis?
  164. Hello Again
  165. Really, really depressed
  166. I Drove Home!
  167. my grandma...the "trigger in a box"
  168. my birthday - the big TWO ZERO!
  169. I Can't Take This!!!!!!
  170. therapist?
  171. emotional constipation
  172. Dreaded weight gain?
  173. What's happening to me?
  174. Old friends: Loneliness & Isolation
  175. i just cant do this right now!
  176. am I lying to myself?
  177. Ruthless positive progress :-)
  178. Avoidance
  179. Am I manipulative?
  180. Gah! Nutritionist this week...
  181. Jealous?
  182. "May Trigger" = Inappropriate?
  183. EDs are a way to avoid Responsibilities of Life?
  184. My good bye letter to ED!!
  185. When does the weight gain stop!
  186. Im Gonna Be Okay
  187. a birthday/flashbulb moment
  188. not sure where this coming from
  189. a little help.. i feel like im slipping
  190. Recovery? or Cover Up?
  191. No more lies
  192. Resentment of enablers!!
  193. I feel like my recovery is broken... Trust is gone...
  194. For Those Who Have "Faltered" but not Fallen Down; A Question
  195. New in recovery again, again, again...
  196. embarrased to be struggling
  197. when is excercise compulsive and obsessive?
  198. a team?
  199. Recovery
  200. ...faltering...
  201. I indulged for the first time in a looooong while
  202. why do I feel like I have to convince myself?
  203. what is good attention seeking
  204. Richmond, Va area?
  205. hugs for ughs?
  206. Neuro linguistic programming
  207. Who was I kidding?
  208. it's all in my head....it won't go away
  209. Heartbroken and scared of relapse
  210. To destroy old writings or not?
  211. Literally terrified of food
  212. the guilt of pro-ana sites
  213. Can't See The Real Me!!
  214. Today is a NEW DAY
  215. I want my medication!
  216. What now?
  217. Why must I be a people pleaser?!?!?
  218. I had a great chance to relapse...but I turned it down
  219. oh my God, just bumped into old "best friend"
  220. Scared to wake up tomorrow b/c i have to eat!
  221. This made me really sad...
  222. Chubby, chubby, chubby!
  223. I'm being reckless
  224. How is that possible????
  225. Is there a rule about the number of posts?
  226. I thought it was over!
  227. created drama and can't snap out of it
  228. help
  229. My first time on this board--please help
  230. does status every change?
  231. need edvice on anorexia
  232. will gaining weight really help
  233. Can't stop eating!
  234. change of topics now
  235. Getting back to normal
  236. Watching someone die
  237. Connections between thoughts and actions
  238. Getting out of my control
  239. Weight loss comments
  240. Sinking down, down down...
  241. fully engaged.
  242. I've started. I'm on my way!
  243. taking a bowl break
  244. Thoughts and feelings on recovery
  245. My doctor doesnt take me seriously..?
  246. anyone that can help please read
  247. hateing myself help
  248. My mom won't budge
  249. Doc advice
  250. spinning my wheels