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  1. good behavior (I hope no triggering but maybe)
  2. Alone, sad, hopeless, pointless
  3. Struggling alot
  4. metobalism!?!?
  5. Nervous about T appointment
  6. Nagging hurt that won't go away...
  7. nerves and decisions!!!!
  8. Out of treatment for a few weeks and terrified
  9. So how do you know each other, anyway?
  10. feel like giving in...
  11. T appointment went really good!!!!!
  12. Small Update
  13. Andrea's Voice
  14. how to strengthen this?
  15. Unrealistic goals? Too much pressure?
  16. Could this be it then??!!!
  17. Motherhood + Recovery = Impossible Mix?
  18. this may seem silly
  19. Speech I Gave
  20. need positive booty kick
  21. Exercise and the Heat
  22. The Awesome Things I Am Able to Do Now That I Am "RecoverED"
  23. I'm back home!
  24. Ridgeview Institute in Atlanta, GA????
  25. R.i.s.k.
  26. I need some hope
  27. rough go of it
  28. been a big sister for thirteen years, and I only just realised that I am in denial
  29. woah, i totally just had a lightbulb moment...
  30. I feel exposed
  31. so many triggers
  32. a friend died
  33. Help me w/ chocolate!
  34. Blinded
  35. asking for what you want
  36. obsessed/jealous?
  37. Its like this...
  38. Is therapy necessary?
  39. stronger than ever PMS?
  40. when is it my turn to get off
  41. I just need someone to talk to!!!!!
  42. So hard to be open with my treatment team
  43. It's in the works
  44. Snack ideas
  45. They really want to help
  46. Flipped out!
  47. How do I cope with my husband and family?
  48. I am a miracle
  49. FEeling desperate Today
  50. HOW did I turn my brain onto this? WHY can't I let this go. WHY do I long to be sick
  51. Newbee
  52. Can't Be True to Myself
  53. maybe considering more intensive treatment
  54. What's going on with me..
  55. Survivor's Guilt
  56. wooohooo! :-)--..more comfy in the broom?
  57. from IP to residential?
  58. ignorant, infuriating dietician!!!
  59. my sweet friend that made me weep
  60. Buliding a support system
  61. what will the jury say?!?!?!
  62. the rest of life
  63. I just want to give it up but I don't know how
  64. realizations
  65. how do you eat when you are not hungry
  66. I'm scared...Can anyone HELP!!??
  67. Bad, bad day...
  68. Feeling hopeless
  69. Smashing
  70. Retail Guilt
  71. NOT gaining weight at treatment?
  72. back home=old habits
  73. So Hard to find Help
  74. First time on a scale?
  75. Question?!?!?!
  76. another question
  77. Sorry for my not posting
  78. Need help continuing forward
  79. Awesome breaktrhough REALIZATION - first step to recovery
  80. fragile thoughts
  81. One thing I can't get past!
  82. I'm going to have to fire my T
  83. I'm a Bad Daughter/Recovery Issues?
  84. Old Journals??
  85. I Ate Breakfast!!!
  86. Emotionally and physically broken
  87. spent the night in the er....realize i need to change, but how?
  88. My last chance
  89. my sisters
  90. Bad shopping experience
  91. im furious
  92. feeling bombarded
  93. Been gone so long..
  94. Just feeling lonely
  95. New Here...going IP
  96. I've posted about this before....Weight gain
  97. this is freakin' hard
  98. back hme, not been here for a while
  99. weird little post
  100. What do I do!?
  101. I'm back!
  102. I HATE it when my schedule is thrown off!
  103. What's the hardest step you are currently taking in your recovery?
  104. Angry at T for suggesting higher level of care for no reason
  105. 'recovery' without professional support
  106. f*ck you eating disorder..
  107. family. THIN. feelings.
  108. Fighting Negative ED Talk By Using Positive Self - Affirmations
  109. mind-body disconnection?
  110. Slippin & Need Some Support
  111. gaining...need a challenge!
  112. Breakfast Three days in a row!!!
  113. Summer (and the heat)
  114. American fishies
  115. I am so angry right now at my T
  116. Inpatient again, and looking for adult places
  117. Inpatient @ UNC or Princeton????
  118. feeling discouraged again
  119. Owning my choices
  120. How do I TRUST and FOLLOW my treatment plan?
  121. I may possibly be the world's most black and white thinker
  122. how could i let this happen?
  123. a successful failure???
  124. Laureate, Renfrew, Center for Change...what do I do?
  125. How do I tell...
  126. Boundaries Boundaries Boundaries
  127. Eating more & gas
  128. Life after Bullimia !!!!!!!
  129. sit and stare
  130. How do you know when a T is right for you?
  131. Moms Comment Made Me Feel Awful
  132. An anniversary of sorts
  133. Over Half My Life!
  134. feeling like a fool
  135. spinoff from yoga thread
  136. what should my GP be doing to help me
  137. Every cloud has it's silver lining - right?
  138. Basically Recovered?..sharing The Wealth :)
  139. Anorexia is following me everywhere...
  140. Hunger Pains
  141. Foolish Realization
  142. Need some support to stay focused PLEASE
  143. Living in Recovery and grateful!
  144. Please notice me....please don't notice ME..
  145. Please help
  146. nervous about calling
  147. lunch was damn good
  148. Huge Strides of Progress = FEAR & VULNERABILITY
  149. Been kindof depressed..but maybe in a good way
  150. Obsessed with numbers...
  151. nightmare in chi-town
  152. do all mp's make you gain weight
  153. Rogers reunion anyone?
  154. Going away...
  155. The coolest news!!!!!!
  156. No more scale!
  157. losing boyfriend because of bulimia
  158. I think I'm finally starting to get it
  159. 'artificial' weight gain...
  160. my mum, just hard
  161. Sharing some real progress
  162. Using my voice instead of my body
  163. New T on Tuesday
  164. alot of stuff going on and its a little tiring
  165. the bean is back.
  166. you know whats scary??
  167. Weight distribution...
  168. too MUCH treatment?!
  169. no judgment
  170. alright bowl, I'm back and here's the deal
  171. Small Victory
  172. need help...coworker and triggers
  173. falling falling falling
  174. whats the purpose of all this?
  175. Good Health book recommendations?
  176. On my way to the modeling shoot....
  177. challenging myself
  178. I think I am going crazy...
  179. Is it a dream?
  180. Really struggling
  181. Intense Dream!
  182. please send some get well vibes
  183. Shin Splints or Stress Fracture, Can't Exercise Freaking OUT
  184. realistic expectations
  185. Please. Help.
  186. scarcity mentality
  187. not trying to loose weight. but it's happening. scared
  188. Help!!!!
  189. reaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyy tempted
  190. host of a dessert party
  191. "Control" ??
  192. prozac as an aid?
  193. This is all up to ME isnt it????
  194. I can't cope with this
  195. Feeling better today
  196. just... hard
  197. destroying a legacy
  198. I need a mother
  199. dont know if i can afford to let anyone else know thisSTILL scares me.
  200. Interviews-HELP!!!
  201. Grrrrrr
  202. I know I have to pull out of this slip up...and here's how
  203. My goals...
  204. Advice... Pleaseee.
  205. Tomorrow...im so scared
  206. Dr Appt...mixed feelings
  207. Just Goes To Show You
  208. What can I do? Anyone know about treatment options in the UK
  209. I hoped one day I'd get to post one of these
  210. Positive People
  211. Had A Really Triggering Dream Last Night..Help
  212. Time to be honest
  213. Failure
  214. is it THAT simple?
  215. Not in a good place today...
  216. Obsession
  217. Need challenges, please!!
  218. life without bulimia
  219. Help!!! Advice Please
  220. God I feel so trapped
  221. Long lost fishy needs support
  222. progress
  223. just me and my dynamite stick
  224. I just realized.... and feeling REALLY good!
  225. dealing with the REAL issues WORKS!
  226. vent vent vent
  227. uuupp and dooown, baaack and fooorth, day to day!
  228. Today I shed four tears
  229. Cutting Corners
  230. death notice
  231. just
  232. having symptoms when angry
  233. Caring Much About Other Fishies - Just Finding No Words
  234. What should I do???
  235. Is it ok to lie if it furthers my recovery...?
  236. so fast....SO SCARY
  237. I am so dishonest
  238. im stressed and need support
  239. Ayurveda anyone?
  240. Confused - still wanting someone to NOTICE!
  241. the recovery spiral
  242. Wanted to share a small recovery milestone
  243. ridiculous
  244. My sister might have an ED too...
  245. home from IP
  246. yay!! First T appt
  247. going to see my former T (finally!)
  248. Doing a little better, but scared.
  249. I Have Great News...I took one step Further...
  250. Frustrated with medical profession not knowing enough about EDs!!