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  1. Being forced into more intensive treatment and I really don't want it
  2. I hurt...and I am bummed yet motivated
  3. having a rough day
  4. Wanting and Trying to recover....
  5. Can't take much more from him...
  6. How to handle VERY FIT, but non ed'd friends???
  7. Scale = Gone (I don't know if I can do this...)
  8. Dealing with life
  9. Quick question for those in partial/day program in Massachusetts
  10. am i ok or tricking myself back in?
  11. about to give it all up!!!
  12. Photo shoot FREAK out-please advise me!
  13. dieting is not okay
  14. Scared for dinner...
  15. As Promised :)
  16. Residential Treatment
  17. I need it spelling out...
  18. ED thoughts on a rampage
  19. new fishy looking for support
  20. any real life experience of this???
  21. I Blew It!!!!!!!!
  22. Do I SOUND like a candidate for IP?
  23. Amazing, Unbelievable!!!
  24. Heeeeeelp!!!
  25. What can replace the food?
  26. the tyra show
  27. I am NOT ugly!!!
  28. Who am I, if I choose recovery?
  29. Afraid of IP...Ridiculous, I know...
  30. Overeaters Anonymous
  31. Inability to cope- feel so lame!
  32. How to stop calorie-counting
  33. Post below made me nervous..re:poor nutr.,overexercise and hrt probs??
  34. Westwind?!?
  35. RORA...thanks for making me think a bit deeper
  36. feeling stuck
  37. going to a group?
  38. gROUP
  39. ugly inside
  40. River Oaks in New Orleans anyone?
  41. I'm Movin' In!
  42. just dont understand why
  43. another update -- overwhelmed but hopeful ....
  44. new life centers
  45. OK, screw my other post, back to feeling awful again
  46. i am a bottomless cup
  47. so messed up
  48. I feel hopeless...I am.
  49. Good news about gaining!
  50. i just want to be okay with how i am
  51. The Drunk binge
  52. Found a Recovery Buddy in Real Time
  53. Decided against IP, and dove in right into recovery, head first!
  54. I don't know when I'm sick or hungry anymore! How? Why?
  55. So...why do I still feel so AWFUL?!?!?
  56. The inevitable: I'm ill
  57. treatment centers you have been to
  58. need a big kick in the behind, asap
  59. theory/approach....does it matter
  60. "eat what you want, when you want" backfires
  61. not quite the end of the world
  62. mummies/marrieds
  63. EDCC/Carolyn Costin?
  64. PLEASE HELP...big emotional spew-up!!!
  65. taking care of self but miserable
  66. Emotional breakdown.
  67. will i have ANY voice left?
  68. Change Change Change and more change
  69. What are YOU proud of?
  70. Grad School Stresses
  71. Hi everyone I'm new here.....
  72. Feeling Deprived because of MP
  73. Why Life will Be Better ....
  74. Wanna get better but don't wanna gain!
  75. uh oh...struggling this morning...
  76. chewing/spitting...don't know how to stop.
  77. Sometimes Falling Back Brings Moments of Clarity..Letting Go of E/d
  78. Bye anorexia
  79. Giving my MP a try today and already falling apart
  80. Stuck inbetween ED/non ED forever?
  81. triggered by the weather?
  82. I Ate and Feel Worthless
  83. doing well but scared to gain -> restricting
  84. Doubting weight gain
  85. pregnancy and ED'S?
  86. reverse "dieter's dilemma"
  87. why can't you get go of your behaviours?
  88. Seeking hope and reassurance from fishys further along the recovery river
  89. Harmony Grove in California
  90. A good night:-)
  91. Letting go of the thoughts and obsession
  92. ED Therapists in Northern Virginia
  93. Afraid of dying
  94. Need some hugs/kicks/something!!
  95. Moving two thousand kilometres away tomorrow!!!
  96. My first "recovery incident" due to weight gain.
  97. advice re weighing frequency in early recovery
  98. Anti-ed list take two
  99. Shopping
  100. back in the bowl! fisherama!!!!
  101. triggering..such a lame typical kind..
  102. Destroyed scale today...now I am MAD!!!
  103. How to kick start my mp?
  104. Waiting to go IP and trying out this board
  105. The Gift that cant be wrapped!
  106. i'm sad and lonely and scared and mad
  107. starting therapy...
  108. anybody live near Montclair, NJ?
  109. What being thin means to me.....
  110. I am Crashing... but Getting Back Up
  111. What will they find?
  112. But !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  113. Why am I so scared to let go?
  114. Getting negative attention from T and liking it....
  115. mixed up
  116. saying thank you and goodbye
  117. Yet another MP post:RECOVERY PLAN!!!
  118. Do you feel sexy today??
  119. Anyone recover without a meal plan?
  120. Rescue Fantasy BREAKTHROUGH
  121. wow what an answer!
  122. IP ball is rolling alittle closer
  123. Are you Ready????
  124. Emma I: ED O
  125. I've never done this before and feeling not so sure of myself
  126. Turning away from therapy
  127. finally! my therapist gave me something to think about!
  128. keeping myself honest
  129. So this whole redistribution weight thing
  130. f#$*% psychiatrist
  131. how we're meant to be
  132. I Am So Sick Of This Shit
  133. I am just not ready to give this up, I guess....
  134. Getting Period and Eating Again, mixed feelings
  135. what does trigger mean
  136. scorecard
  137. What to say to my mum....?
  138. if someone cant recover...why?
  139. When in doubt, listen to a child.
  140. my therapy this week
  141. im messed up
  142. fishies in bubbles
  143. claiming day one as MY victory
  144. Fishies Don't Lie
  145. Jealous of anorexics!!
  146. whining
  147. *trigger warning* I feel like I'm failing the ED...
  148. Ball is ALWAYS in my court
  149. angry, overwhelmed, fearful
  150. Angry
  151. What do you see in the mirror?
  152. Valentines day binges
  153. Hanging on to bulimia by b/p every two weeks?
  154. What do we gain by recovering? Why do we want this?
  155. Letting Go
  156. ugh, "in trouble" with my nutritionist ....
  157. what am I feeling right now??
  158. Starting Partial next week and scared
  159. A reminder that life is precious
  160. Fears of recovery
  161. We mustn't give up on ourselves
  162. Stupid stupid stupid
  163. I think my N is going to fire ME!!!
  164. do you ever lie to your team?
  165. admission to evil thoughts
  166. yoga gaga!
  167. Odd realisation
  168. helping out a classmate?
  169. I Have To Do It
  170. i thought i was doing ok..
  171. A lot of Ip Talk on Board?
  172. triumph over scale and secrecy
  173. frustrated by T
  174. Starting treatment but not ready for it
  175. mouth hunger vs stomach hunger
  176. keeping it cool when they cancel on you?
  177. Small Steps seem huge!
  178. My T says "I like you" and I feel empty-- WTF?
  179. after all this time...
  180. it's the little things....
  181. each moment I'm falling behind
  182. ok..relapse/don't want to feel
  183. T and Doc appointments
  184. head spinning off and flying into space..
  185. should i ask him for this???
  186. How do you tell your coworkers?!! I have to tell tomorrow!
  187. I want MORE HELP!
  188. pilates-challenge conquered
  189. Coming around to the idea
  190. Feedback, experience, advice?
  191. Hey Hey Hey!
  192. Weight Watchers..good idea..bad idea???
  193. I really need help this morning. I'm freaking out over something really stupid.
  194. Interference
  195. Something new to get used to
  196. burgled
  197. ugh, scales.
  198. great example of my patheticness
  199. mad at my t
  200. Freaking Out!!
  201. Coming Undone...
  202. What are YOU jealous of???
  203. feeling proud/scared/ashamed!
  204. Recovery without gaining?
  205. It's official this time.... my ex t resigned
  206. I Don't Even Like Oreos!
  207. finally?! another success!!
  208. a CHALLENGE to you!!
  209. i FINALLY dug something up,.,,i think?? please comment or push further!!!
  210. Waiting for appointments, argh!
  211. New journal, new start
  212. my "back on track" trap
  213. think i just grew up!!!
  214. dont read too much into this please...
  215. can i share this with you all
  216. having trouble w/ asking for & allowing myself more support
  217. Emotional reaction to a caring individual/coworker/friend...why?
  218. it went GREAT!!!!!
  219. over MP
  220. Journaling
  221. Image issues?
  222. Wht do I thinnk about food ALL DAY/MP problems
  223. Taking a break from exercise
  224. all plans..reversed. welcome back to pastatown
  225. Help with how to overcome bad body image thoughts?
  226. ....ummm..think i'm getting my period back.. hard time..support??
  227. icing on the cake ... couldnt have come at a worse time
  228. feeling alone and scared
  229. How to do it??
  230. lets start a points table!
  231. How frequently do you see your T and N?
  232. trying not to do it -feel like im going mad....
  233. support group - what can I expect?
  234. DBT group? Anyone?
  235. what made you get serious about recovery?
  236. so out of control......
  237. today there are numbers. and they're small.
  238. IP or PHP
  239. SO "fed" up
  240. WANT more help, but how to get it?
  241. Bought new jeans
  242. SO angry right now..
  243. Pre-Partial meltdown
  244. trying for a baby!!!
  245. well it doesnt FEEL like a victory!
  246. so over it...
  247. SHABAM (sound of ed's butt being kicked)
  248. Too Gone?Any Ideas Please?
  249. Bloody Confused
  250. Health: How do I tell Mom?