- Survival
- i went clothes shopping
- Why does recovery have to be so hard?
- "i'm sorry to myself"
- So weird how it's still autopilot sometimes
- twelve step approach for EDs?
- I need to nurture myself
- Need to get some R & R
- Meal Plans
- stuck in the cyle
- I HATE Paxil
- OA meeting in Southern Cali??
- Scary decision made
- Today's Affirmation - Thursday
- New here and don't know where I belong
- Recovery and grief
- Not sure I want to post this but I should
- Eating Disorders Anonymous - ever been?
- In major need of some encouraging words ASAP
- A few questions....
- This week.....
- IRON anyone?
- what has changed in the past ten months?
- Competitions at work
- where I am...
- I refuse to count calories anymore!
- A question for fellow recovering fishies...
- A Little More Positive
- tryen not to sink
- Re: U.S. vs Europe
- Am I getting Depressed again?
- I am such a bitch!
- how do you support the better half?
- Today's Affirmation - Friday
- need a kick in the...
- Maybe my way of thinking is wrong?
- Hello Again
- it IS a matter of trust
- ((((((Millie))))))))
- stoped fighting T and got weighed
- Too Hard on Myself
- The Mirror
- The final steps?
- Today's Affirmation - Saturday
- Medication ... Very Nervous About This
- Reexamine All You've Been Told
- Goodbye with Gratitude SF
- Well...I leave tomorrow...eek!
- Being sick taught me something
- resigned, BUT....(esp.mental health practitioners
- Refuse to accept anything from others
- Remember me? I'm so lost please find me
- Why is so hard to ask for help?
- Some thoughts on perfectionism?
- Burning Bridges
- Memories
- Today's Affirmation - Sunday
- Go to "Getting to Know You" forum!
- How do you escape?
- Triggering friends and family members
- i screwed up
- I need a no-purge buddy for twentyfour hours
- avoidance
- Feeling anxious about a letter I sent
- being the "perfect recovering...." (bullshitter)
- NOt sure what to say.
- Wham! It hits again.
- getting harder
- Happy Birthday Hippiechick!!!!!
- New homepage?
- rejection...
- Sardines, Adulthood and Insensative Boys...
- discharged myself.....very confused
- Medication ... I Did It !
- totally and completely lost (again)
- feeling lonely...
- Update froma long lost fishy
- Sick and confused
- Will the annoying comparisons ever go away????????
- Sea World has a scale. RARRRR
- A Tribute
- new & not really sure
- What am I doing???
- Feelings?!?!
- taking a break from my 'life'
- You have the choice to LIVE
- a shadow...
- My update... I'm a grown-up now :)
- The Future of EDs
- Really struggeling and feeling alone
- Checking in with this side of the bowl
- An IP anninversary. Four years!
- Boston's Public
- any ideas please?
- i'm not getting the help i need
- nervous, got ideas to help me out?
- "Laziness" vs. Anorexic thoughts?
- I'm Leaving........
- Today's Affirmation - Friday
- Maybe not as grounded as I thought?
- Normal or ED thoughts?
- Made an RD appt.
- Hooray!! one down.. more to go
- just checking in
- for me.
- Aaahhhh!!!! Less than two hours...
- I'm sad, but I'm trying not to be
- bad head voices
- Today's Affirmation - Saturday
- An Appetite Question
- medication and binging
- Trying to please everyone.. losing myself
- Today's Affirmation - Sunday
- surviving the week b/f IP and telling parents?
- Home for xmas - triggering
- Loss of words..anorexic looking..hurt but determined
- SMASHED the EVIL scale!!!!!
- when your family is a barrier to recovery
- scared as hell
- hugs for CAR
- Goodbye for Christmas
- first date SUCKED..
- I gave in...and weighed myself...
- Today's Affirmation - Monday
- Holiday blues and scared
- anxious and tiered
- feels like a kick in the ass
- Holiday Feelings
- Slipping. Honesty. Need contract ideas!!
- wow! it's been forever!
- the holidays
- a xmas gift to u all from me.....
- im a lying LIAR!
- Today's Affirmation - Tuesday
- sending lots of hugs to BOXINGGIRL
- I am ALIVE
- "Are you REALLY trying?"
- I'm going to ruin Christmas
- permission to be "fat"?
- recommitting myself to recovery....
- What I'm REALLY afraid of.
- Taking care of ME and taking challenges
- Torn between two parents
- reality
- Arg!!!
- comparisions to other clients
- should i call her?
- Coming out of the dark.
- Car's Latest and Greatest Adventure!
- I have a lot of emotions to express.
- judged, rejected, and alone
- Update-my decision & how it's affecting me
- Let a "triggering" comment go...
- post holiday letdown?
- The "Clean Out Your Closet" Bandwagon
- Whats IP like?
- struggeling not to B/P
- I've stopped: feel careless and home free
- Obsessed with Recovery
- When it is all about choice
- I want to throw it all away
- Today's Affirmation - Friday
- adventures in nica land
- one little victory
- happy b-day Eilis....where ever you may be!
- More time to reflect
- Today's Affirmation - Saturday
- New year.......scared of the pressure
- Positive sides of recovery?
- Loving our changing bodies
- How to let go??
- confused? why don't people take meds right?
- my posityives
- Is that really me in the mirror?
- Finally Determined!
- Mission Accomplished
- Medication ... Still Hanging In There
- *GASP* mom did something NICE on christmas?!
- just sad
- HELP I feel cursed with this disease
- Tyring to forgive myself.
- Today's Affirmation - Sunday
- what if i cant make it?
- Starfish!
- Still paralyzed by the freakin grocery store
- SO annoyed!! totally triggering
- Incentives/Rewards
- How Cool Is That!
- Muchies
- For the first time in my life.....
- my new signature..check out my positiveness!!!
- coping with inevitable weight gain
- what do i do with it? poisonous paint
- Too Many Issues
- Thoughts on surviving "diet season"
- Too much...
- anniversary
- Difficult Time of Year
- Today's Affirmation - Monday
- Need support, pls read
- such a selfish shallow bitch
- prove it.... get sick... just one last time...
- New Christian suport baord of three months
- what do i have left to prove?
- Let's Be Sel-fish
- hard to pin point why I feel so bad
- Please Read: Why is growing up so scary?
- Today's Affirmation - Tuesday
- rayneonthemoon - lifetime.com quoted you :)
- the ED is winning
- could i just ask for a hug?
- Today Is The First Day Of My New Life
- I'm tired of this
- Welcome Two Thousand and Three
- Come to terms?
- Today's Affirmation - Wednesday
- Helping parents to cope PLEASE READ
- having a terrible time.
- Positive Outlook
- Just wanted you all to know ...........
- incredibly mean mother...
- so proud of myself!
- Why Can't I Let Go Of The Ed?!?
- Back Home
- alone in a world full of people
- my mega post!
- if the mirror could...
- playing dress up
- Today's Affirmation - Thursday
- Enjoyed the holidays!
- when you lose someone you love
- need reassurance..am i making rite assumptions?
- letting go of control
- something i've been thinking about...
- Trying to climb...not sure if I'm falling
- Remember me?
- scared to even say it
- Crash!
- "I don't like Pizza."
- Just need to vent...
- How I faced my day...good and bad.
- Too Big For Your Shitty Scale!
- Help
- The "anti I am sorry" bandwaggon.
- A Great Quote for Recovery
- What the f&$#%$*
- Weight fluctuations????
- *cry*
- Am I the only one???
- Any Houston Fishies Out There?