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- Exerciseing to Maintain Weight is this Wrong????
- i cant do it anymore..
- Telling people...
- Lonely, feel like engaging in ED behaviors
- really need help...please i'm desperate and don't know where else to turn
- Am I anorexic?
- "healthy" comments
- When you're not truly committed to recovery....
- IN AMERICA---feeling unimportant
- I just wanted to share
- Can't stop eating.
- alone..back at work...screwed
- so ugly and worthless
- i feel so broken
- being honest
- I had to share GOOD news!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- stunted growth. any chance of growing?
- unsure
- trapped
- overwhelmed...
- I think I want it back...
- HELP--- wat to talk to T about??!@
- One more day.....
- how are you guys?
- Horrible experience, Healthy outcome (yay me!)
- feeling cold
- need a hug
- New body, same attitude.
- rainrock new programs?
- back in the bowl tonight
- i just ate... and now i feel like purging?!
- Need help
- in hospital; need some kind words.
- Please help.....
- Has anyone recovered without inpatient treatment?
- My Mother has an ED!!
- Really Pissed.
- Wedding tomorrow
- This is my last post here... I hope.
- New here and need some encouragement
- Rsising my self-esteem
- blah
- Please Watch This
- My Closed Post
- contradictions from what i hear in bowl vs doctors
- no workout=freak out!
- i'm scared
- Meaning of "hard work" in recovery?
- Mandate to starve!
- i'm so confused... getting worse!
- The lower the weight....
- Holler for succour
- I have to do it now
- I feel encouraged.
- struggling and new in the fish bowl.
- having a talk with that girl in the mirror
- New Fish in the Big Ocean
- never good enough & others validating it
- I'm new here. Trying to deal with stuff . . .
- Feel like I'm drowning
- doctor recommending ip but not sure
- Needing a little encouragement...
- please read..
- why do I want this?
- I'm Losing it (my mind)
- I tried to be perfect (a post your own story)
- possible IP...
- Toad in the bowl
- need to thoughts/advice...
- Refeeding Redux
- rambling / experiences at homewood?
- get it over with
- another docs app tomo....crap
- Hmm.....
- I'm done trying.
- can i have some hugs....
- doc appntment REALLY tough..ugh
- Lonely tonight
- Miserable about myself
- Impending Klarman/McLean Admission
- going IP...Remuda
- confused...
- confused
- Sometimes I wish I had never been born
- confuzZzed
- New Day words of inspiration please!
- gave in - bought a Medical Alert bracelet
- Renfrew IOP
- period... where is it?
- attempting my mealplan!
- More griping
- so, I'm just frustrated. and wondering if my frustration is....okay?
- Struggling
- Butterflies
- Mealtime/Child stress
- Back home
- Am I restricting or am I being good?
- college or residential?
- renfre, mclean, laurel hill
- A step in the right direction....
- I want to try to get better. But I dont know where to start...
- grazing vs. eating real meals
- Life changes too quickly..
- I actually like the way I look
- Emotionally broken
- Starting to do some real work with my T...
- An old newbie back again
- some stupid girl called me XXXXX!
- what in the world is wrong with me
- Worst Birthday Ever
- feeling horrible...
- Grrrrrrrrrr.......
- depressed and ruining relationships
- Fighting tooth and nail
- my mom died
- Sabotage? or Paranoia?
- HI! I'm back to say I'm OK!
- unreasonable with a friend
- fooling them? or myself?
- Hard to hear
- Not sure if I want to throw anorexia out
- I can't believe my dad said nothing!
- I'm feeling really proud...
- HOW do you do it????
- Back to dance and school...
- St. V's accepted me into day treatment! Yikes!
- Reaching Out
- S.o.s
- fighting that little voice in your head
- Upset....my grandma is sinking fast...
- IP, then going to Remuda
- not sure why
- Is anyone there?
- internal battle
- Made Some Real Progress But...
- I can still be me!!
- New job = weird hours = funny meal times = not good!
- I'm Refocused Today.
- What's wrong with me?
- breasts
- Continue therapy when not motivated to change?
- Exhausted and overwhelmed
- So confused.
- Peanut butter
- Pain Clinic
- Earning trust back?
- mind raped
- Insensetive Sisters Triggering Remarks.
- Forced into Renfrew
- urgggg!
- earning trust back..
- just crashed
- Unsure as to why
- What to do when you feel therapy isn't enough
- still the same old feelings...why?
- need help, i'm falling back into old habits
- frusterated and sad
- i dont know what to do
- fat is not a feeling????
- Scared.....
- Not thin enough?
- hugs please?
- Just pretending...
- how does being chronic affect u
- Where to begin?
- Moms, sisters, and guilt
- Twisted!
- Can I have a hug?
- finally in recovery
- feel like i have fallen...hard
- Help!
- resuming T . .. apthetic or numb?
- cant say YES...
- period
- Hanging on by a thread
- Freaked out by A/B Recovery??
- anti-dep/anti-anx meds and alcohol
- help...please....
- Too dependent upon Something Fishy?????
- you'd figure a family would be supportive
- anyone here?
- I'm proud of myself
- I've crashed.
- hopeless?
- School Anxieties
- Does anyone else do this?
- Hostile/angry/stand offish with people who care
- feeling so low
- new T appt
- Relapse
- Ive lost my way.. told too many lies.
- I ate a friggin' donut
- It happen again
- falling into ed
- unsure of what to do
- Too much pressure to recover!
- first psych appointment
- menstruation
- A step backwards...
- Not sure about the bowl:
- first day of school; triggering teacher
- Great North and Great South Runs
- Just saying hi....
- T appointment - Came out feeling worse!
- I dont want to be sick
- sick
- Anxieties... ED is keeping me up at night!
- so lost
- It's not that I don't want to recover...
- A bit panicky
- soccer, good idea or bad (might trigger)
- discovery
- Hurting Inside
- Does Anyone Care?
- I'm a little down today
- goin Ip...mixed feelings
- Recovering halfway
- crash and burn
- A Step in The Right Direction (for the fashion industry)
- Hello?
- College
- New at this
- Today I feel great
- anxious bunny caught in the headlights
- So sick of crying
- Difference between a slip up and a relapse?
- Overwhelming anxiety & is a real life possible?
- being vacant
- feeling of power is making me stuck
- I'm Going To Explode
- No Words
- Opening up a can of worms........
- Being in Day Treatment
- back. and stronger. or weaker. or i dont even KNOW
- I feel empty
- help me PLEASE!
- food = physical pain?
- frusterated and sick
- Update!
- Being forced to eat
- When friends are too harsh
- pre-bed food thoughts
- Worried about test
- other patients trigger me
- The Damn Scale!
- over worked myself
- i feel like im going down
- Oh gosh, getting a bit brave - non Ed really, but now feeling scared
- Feel like screaming...
- so backwards.....!
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