- secrets - and maybe an idea
- i'm drowning
- Four Days Of HELL
- F*** this ED!!!!
- I did it...feeling SCARED.
- Aaaarrrrgghhhh!!!
- anorexia: the bad boyfriend
- Husband is hurting...
- joined today
- the high cost of falling
- How do I eat?
- an update of sorts..
- Life Is Good
- I couldn't do it
- life changes bringing back my ED
- Has anyone heard from starchaser?
- Looking for Missing Fishys- An Idea
- does everyone but me get to email their T?
- Huggles for Heather/Katherine K
- Death in the family
- See nutritionist in two weeks
- Forced (while in public) to eat by my dad
- is anyone scared of getting better too?
- new to this place
- how does this work
- A difficult choice to make
- house work as exercise???
- residential treatment
- What are you fourty five?
- Family Therapy Session Yesterday
- Ever felt so much pain that it cripples you?
- I am so ******* stupid - may trigger
- doctor's appointment!!!!
- doctor's appointment (take ****)
- struggling w/ exercise.
- alone & afraid
- Risk....
- It HURTS
- Little "Epiphany" Moments I was ...
- They care - big realisation
- when people eat "your" food. . .
- Ignoring ED For Now....ok, right?
- something positive...
- frustration at being compared to sibling...
- A question...I've been thinking again (oh no!)
- thoroughly frustrated
- Engulfed by depression and evil thoughts
- just a puddle
- The million dollar question: How???
- recovery...is this normal?
- what is restricting?
- pixiecix.forgot.to.put.'maytrigger'onpost
- just sharin'...
- Grrr, Asking for advice...again.
- Do I?
- Don't know what to do?
- saw my nut today
- Feels like no one understands
- antidepressants
- Ohh... Many Things...
- new here
- Permission to Lose Weight... uh, thanks a lot
- hurt and angry
- Feeling kind of alone
- Starting recovery.... again
- The Demons I Drown/Ignore...still linger
- Taking a dip
- Trying to reach out. . .getting nowhere
- Therapy starts tomorrow - scared
- Did Something Really Stupid....
- the dentist and eds
- just diagnosed with anorexia
- Confused and scared
- How important is the diagnosis?
- Hi im new
- overreacting???
- Bad Week
- feel so sad
- Falling apart...
- Doctors
- Something I'm worried about
- Telling Therapists about SF...
- How do you get past the feeling of "needing" this?
- Maybe its Time to Stop Seeing T?????
- It just gets worse
- sorry
- I Adopted a New Kitty!!!!!!
- i don't know what to do
- Work today
- Hiding
- I don't know what to do
- Sign of relapsing
- First appointment
- Mom thinks it is all her fault
- ED rising to power once again...
- pro-ana websites causing intense problems
- A stupid slip!!! crumbling...crumbling...HELP?!?!
- Fighting myself.
- coming to an end
- do your loved ones.......?
- I CAN'T take it anymore!!!!!
- how to get through...
- Question about depression
- The Secret Language of Eating Disorders (Book)
- What treatment centre have you been to?
- there i go again...
- Not doing well but getting mixed messages
- big day tomorrow
- What to tell a friend...(need advice!!)
- Jaw pain - help!
- WHy does this bother me????
- Really not okay...and another slip
- Need to feel valid
- I'm not a child anymore.....
- What do you do...
- Job Interview
- UGH!!!...I wish I knew what to say... )=
- "Impressing" the Doctor
- Interview
- Can I start again?
- Positive Actions
- Stuck :(
- exercise (need some advice!!)
- bad time of year?
- Yay!! meal plan happiness
- Crying in the bathtub...
- New Here
- what is wrong with anorexia?
- Please Send Hugs
- ahhh
- Doctors visits
- friend with ED...
- A Rude Awakening!
- A positive decision???
- another perspective
- hopeful--please give tips
- i need help right now
- Self-consciousness getting in the way
- my dad just yelled and swore at me
- My first appt with my new T...seeing change...
- Dr. appt. . .IP Evaluation. . .scared to death
- scared and pissed off!!!!! might trigger
- Meal time takes forever!!!!!
- Do I really have an ED?
- Just posting--not important
- Kept it down so far...an unexpected visit HMMM!!!
- How Bellibutton *Feels*...
- Its back!
- Leaving .... Not Much to Say Anymore
- I'm back and need help
- And I thought today would be different...
- I hate this ed - rant
- Dying, not sure what to say
- Memorials and questions
- Hypocracy in action
- it really is possible trust me
- But what about my life??
- Interesting Conclusion...
- Swimsuits
- Feeling shaky after a session with my T...
- Saw the Nutritionist - maybe i can do this
- Remember me
- Can I do this??
- Lanugo
- In love with an Anorexic, and need help.
- Raincloud
- Positive sharing time
- Every Breath
- competitiveness and triggers: intriguing challenge
- Hard weekend ahead of me
- Can't stand this anymore!!!
- Update on IP Eval. . .I'm such a mess!
- People "noticing" and looking
- It really hurts- not caring.
- Wish me luck - something brilliant!!!!
- Spoiled Rotten
- Sorry--need hugs
- by myself.
- My Parents/Doctor Want Me IP Now
- an old fishy swimming back
- Tired Of Fighting
- i just don't know!
- Attention All Fishies!!!!read This!!!
- this fruitless search
- Please don't touch me
- Is anything wrong?
- you many not remember me...but i'm back
- How My Summer is going so far
- It's over!
- Just to write something
- Finished High School...Break Down...
- when everyone wants something from you
- Getting Stereotyped
- This time last year!
- What to say to my T?
- no one came
- I'm back with broken back
- Update
- the "amazing" adventures of superwoman
- Still Unemployed
- Ten Commandments for Life
- m y ha i r
- how do i feel?
- NOT okay!!!
- *sad* I don't want to go through this again!
- afraid my T will dump me
- Doctor + Denial
- Invisible
- out and about
- Please could I have a hug?
- Sounds Crazy
- Making peace with my body.
- ED as "side effect"?
- Not important
- back in hospital, goal: be compliant
- Challenging myself:good idea?
- panicking - please reassure me...?
- ...
- it seems like things are against me..
- scared and alone
- I want this to stop
- Made a good choice for me
- T getting too close
- "its ok to starve"
- self doubt
- Normal Life Again
- Don't belong
- Need advice
- LOTS of ideas...e mail to T and reply (read?)
- ::sigh::
- getting away with murder...
- Being Brave
- Who WILL separate their felings from their actions
- Conflicting opinions
- a year older
- Therapist by phone??
- grrr...how can another anorexic not understand?
- New here...
- Weight Loss Comments
- selfish plea for a hug
- challenge a fishy?
- cosmopolitan (ugly ducking)
- Need pick up
- unable to reach out
- Typical!
- mom.
- Big day yesterday---Tears and Joy
- Coming clean advice
- Pituitary gland concerns
- My T's challenge - talk about negative thoughts